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Aiden has a tooth....I have many.....He hops like a frog because he has not grasped the concept of his legs not moving together. I want to dress him up in a green outfit and video tape him. Christopher has made a new friend, his shadow. He was watching his shadow for 20 minutes last night.....ah to be so amused by yourself.
I am so tired but I am more awake then I have been in months.....my moods are starting to stabilize and oh no!!!!!!!!!!I might be happy.....ahhhhhhhh. I am going to be working the 9 tp 6 shift starting next week, my car will be out of the shop, I get my bonus ck a payck plus a social security ck, so I will be able to pay off ALL my medical bills. Things are going good at work. Mom and I are getting along better, I think that is because she does not want to be rude around the BF, of whom she likes. OMG my mom offered the BF money the other night. WTF? He gets money but I don't? My mom loves him, my brother really likes him, and I think he is starting to really enjoy having the kids around. He got Christopher to yell at me the other night. le sigh....well time to go the BF will be here to pick me up for lunch soon and I have to put my face on.....oh god what am I doing?
I am so tired but I am more awake then I have been in months.....my moods are starting to stabilize and oh no!!!!!!!!!!I might be happy.....ahhhhhhhh. I am going to be working the 9 tp 6 shift starting next week, my car will be out of the shop, I get my bonus ck a payck plus a social security ck, so I will be able to pay off ALL my medical bills. Things are going good at work. Mom and I are getting along better, I think that is because she does not want to be rude around the BF, of whom she likes. OMG my mom offered the BF money the other night. WTF? He gets money but I don't? My mom loves him, my brother really likes him, and I think he is starting to really enjoy having the kids around. He got Christopher to yell at me the other night. le sigh....well time to go the BF will be here to pick me up for lunch soon and I have to put my face on.....oh god what am I doing?