my little body is defeated

Oct 22, 2006 10:53

All the depression i've felt in the past week has been over you.
and now you've gone back to her.. and you don't even have the decency to tell me.
damn right, i'm mad. i asked you. "do you actually like me or are you just going after me, because you just lost jessica"
you told me that you actually like me. you said "why wouldn't i? i know it might be too soon, but i've felt strongly about you for so long."

i should have known you were a liar. yeah, you were sweet. i real charmer. you wrote that ballad about me. you told me how i drove you crazy, and how i was always on your mind. you told me how you think that your mom likes me and i should come over more often.

you held me close and kissed me and told me you didn't want to leave me. you pushed back my hair and looked into my eyes.
yeah... sweet, really sweet

THEN YOU GO BACK TO HER
after she hurt you. and i was there for you. you said you didn't think you could trust her again. i was there for you.

you know what.
you lack morals. the way you kissed me while i was with your friend, and said to just be patient.
but i couldn't. i broke up with him. i wanted to tell him, but you said not to.
but guess what? i think i will tell him! on monday night when we're hanging out. that's right. i'm going to tell him.

you're not good at telling people things, are you? just like you can't tell me that you're back with her.

you know what? i don't even want to be your friend anymore.

you disgust me

i wish i could tell him.
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