May 19, 2006 15:53
happy birthday to me!
the big 16.
hmm, doesn't feel much different.., but then again
i've been 16 for the last year. hah. &pretty soon i'll be 17
you see, i hate being the youngest. so i just change my age with my friends.
but seriously..i can't believe i'm only 16.
but today has been a pretty good birthday.
i got TONS of happy birthdays all day in school, then my myspace was like overloaded with them.
&it's only 4.
i'm going to a show at logos tomorrow.
yay,i love shows! =)
umm, i think i'll hangout with jessi and some other friends this weekend.
so i hate feeling like she did this on purpose..i mean ditched by someone who calls me her bestfriend on my birthday??to wash dishes? i mean, i know it's making money..but it's not really a job, just something her dad asked her to do? and it doesn't at all sound forced the way she was talking to her..she's bad at lying to me.
idk, it just fucking hurts. and the fact that she fucks up her life, and i try to give her advice..
then she says "that's why i never tell you things anymore"
but i mean, her letting a 20 yr old guy to her house when no one is home.. it's just freaking dumb&sick.
agree?
well, LIZZ WAS THE FIRST TO TELL ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY! i love you bff! =)
i'm done
loveyouall.
bye