This Years Most Open Heartbreak
Well hell..I dont even know where to start with what has transpired since the last time I posted. So much shit as gone down both good and bad. Well Ill try to make it short so people can read. Lets see, probably the biggest thing that has happened this week was Chantel and I breaking up. Things had become really weird and strained between us with all the problems we have been having and all the crap people have been starting. So we broke up, it was hard for me, but at least we are still friends and she doesnt hate me. I was really upset about it all weekend and didnt know how to talk about it in a post. Im better now.
On Saturday, it was my moms birthday. Jose had this huge party planned out for her and all her friends were coming. Most people who know my mom know she is stubborn at times, so they got into a little fight and she didnt want to go anywhere. Jose is understanding, so he just got brought her the huge cake he got her and flowers. We called her in there and gave her everything, she was happy and everything seemed fine for about 20 mins. Then Jose said he had to go somewhere, and again they start fighting. One thing lead into another, and it seemed my whole family just fell apart. Jose was leaviing, pissed off, my mom was crying, my sister left pissed off, and my brother acted like nothing bothered him. They all got into it, I tried to stay out of it and just keep peace in it. Instead I got yelled at and got pissed off, so I took off with Angel, Luis and Luis to go visit Tabatha since I needed someone to talk to. I stayed there most of the night then went home to sleep since I worked the next morning. The funny thing is, when I get home from work Sunday, everyone was acting like nothing happened. Which really pisses me off, although I think its better that way. I cant ignore what was said and what happened, so Ill just avoid them entirely for awhile.
On top of that I worked all weekend. It was really hot and my van wouldnt start (Hoopty is dead) so Tabathas mom had to take us to work. Im pissed because I have no car until its fixed. But I got paid Sunday so Im happy about that. I need to go shopping sometime this week.
Also, I have been really upset with some of my friends lately. I can forgive but I cant forget. Im just really upset with all the shit that has happened and finding out stuff that people were saying behind my back just made me so upset. This is basically directed to one person in particular, Billy. Just dont expect me to act like nothing happened and have it go back to the way it was before. I accept your apology and forgive you..but Im still upset.
The only good thing that happened this week was going to Chilis with Tabatha, Stacey and Danny. I had a blast and I freaking love Chilis so it was nice going to eat there. Other then that, my life has been really crappy but I try to not let it get me down. I move next weekend, which is going to suck since I have to work both days and its Tabathas birthday. So I have to find some way to juggle things....
One more good thing, school is almost over, I graduate soon, and then the summer will begin. Oh I cant wait to go visit my friends in Winter Springs. I freaking miss them so much. I might have to save up a bunch of cash, and spend a few weeks there.
On Saturday, it was my moms birthday. Jose had this huge party planned out for her and all her friends were coming. Most people who know my mom know she is stubborn at times, so they got into a little fight and she didnt want to go anywhere. Jose is understanding, so he just got brought her the huge cake he got her and flowers. We called her in there and gave her everything, she was happy and everything seemed fine for about 20 mins. Then Jose said he had to go somewhere, and again they start fighting. One thing lead into another, and it seemed my whole family just fell apart. Jose was leaviing, pissed off, my mom was crying, my sister left pissed off, and my brother acted like nothing bothered him. They all got into it, I tried to stay out of it and just keep peace in it. Instead I got yelled at and got pissed off, so I took off with Angel, Luis and Luis to go visit Tabatha since I needed someone to talk to. I stayed there most of the night then went home to sleep since I worked the next morning. The funny thing is, when I get home from work Sunday, everyone was acting like nothing happened. Which really pisses me off, although I think its better that way. I cant ignore what was said and what happened, so Ill just avoid them entirely for awhile.
On top of that I worked all weekend. It was really hot and my van wouldnt start (Hoopty is dead) so Tabathas mom had to take us to work. Im pissed because I have no car until its fixed. But I got paid Sunday so Im happy about that. I need to go shopping sometime this week.
Also, I have been really upset with some of my friends lately. I can forgive but I cant forget. Im just really upset with all the shit that has happened and finding out stuff that people were saying behind my back just made me so upset. This is basically directed to one person in particular, Billy. Just dont expect me to act like nothing happened and have it go back to the way it was before. I accept your apology and forgive you..but Im still upset.
The only good thing that happened this week was going to Chilis with Tabatha, Stacey and Danny. I had a blast and I freaking love Chilis so it was nice going to eat there. Other then that, my life has been really crappy but I try to not let it get me down. I move next weekend, which is going to suck since I have to work both days and its Tabathas birthday. So I have to find some way to juggle things....
One more good thing, school is almost over, I graduate soon, and then the summer will begin. Oh I cant wait to go visit my friends in Winter Springs. I freaking miss them so much. I might have to save up a bunch of cash, and spend a few weeks there.