Great Romances Of The 20th Century
Well yesterday was an interesting day. School sucked like always, fell asleep in thrid period and was woken up by my friend when the bell rang, I still havnt caught up on sleep. After that I went through the day, hoping it would end, since I was still tired. Went home and tried to go to sleep, but like always, everyone came over. Plus I had to clean my room and start packing up all my stuff to move. Claudi and Christina came over, plus Danny and Luis were over. Most of the time, I was on the phone with tabatha, which Ill talk about later, so I didnt hang out with them as much. They watched a movie in the other room and played cards. When I got off the phone is when they all piled up in my room and watched me start cleaning my stuff out and packing it up into boxes. We talked for awhile and then they all left. Later my mom got home and wanted me to take my sister to walmart, but I refused because she was being a bitch about everything. So Danny took her instead. They came back with the new Matrix movie, so now my collection is complete *evil laugh* I watched that after we ate dinner. I had seen it twice before at the movies, but was cool to watch it again and all the special features. Have a new MMROPG game for matrix, The Matrix Online. Looks really badass but I wont get into that. I called my g/f but she didnt answer. The only person I seemed to talk to on the phone all day was Tabatha. Im not complaining, but it seemed like we talked for hours on end.
Now comes for the rough part of my day. I had lots of mixed emotions and im really confused by a lot of things. Dont even know where to begin or if I should even talk about it. Basically Im confused on what to do and Im afraid if I make the wrong decision, Ill either be hurting someone I care about or fool myself into doing something I know I should have done, but decided not to for the sake of others. I really dont want to get into too much details because I know someone would get mad at me, and thats the last thing I need right now. And to top it off, this morning I read something that made me feel a lot better, but then later made me feel even more confused and is making things harder. I just need someone to talk to and have some alone time which I seem never to get anymore.
Well we have a four day weekend coming up, Im so fucking glad.
Now comes for the rough part of my day. I had lots of mixed emotions and im really confused by a lot of things. Dont even know where to begin or if I should even talk about it. Basically Im confused on what to do and Im afraid if I make the wrong decision, Ill either be hurting someone I care about or fool myself into doing something I know I should have done, but decided not to for the sake of others. I really dont want to get into too much details because I know someone would get mad at me, and thats the last thing I need right now. And to top it off, this morning I read something that made me feel a lot better, but then later made me feel even more confused and is making things harder. I just need someone to talk to and have some alone time which I seem never to get anymore.
Well we have a four day weekend coming up, Im so fucking glad.