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This semester has been full if "let's suck at everything you're going to school for." Can't please my independent study teacher, can't please myself with anything. Also: I'm terrified of getting a design internship. I haven't "designed" anything in about a year. So afraid a firm will look at me and say they don't need an illustrator and pass me off. Or that they'll take me and I'll just suck at everything. Bah.
I have giant paper and a giant canvas. All that white space makes me want to hide under my desk and shake like a small dog.
Senioritis is kicking in something fierce.