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i think some "storm" event is tomorrow or something....
wish i could go.
only 34 days left people!
I'm kind of reluctant to come back home though
1) i got laid off before i came to Iraq so when i come back "home" I wont have a job
2) I gave my car to my sister so i need to spend like the first week when i get back buying a car
3) I KNOW lots of things have changed ...i just dont know how much and who and if i can handle it
4) not really sure where i'm going to live...b/c my house is still not repaired from the fire
I just dont know and i feel like i'm at this point in my life where i don't know what the heck to expect and all i can do is take it one thing at a time and pace myself. getting back to normal life will be challenging and getting used to "civilian" life and not life in a desert will be challenging too.
I will need some help and support from the people who care about me. I hate asking for help but i get the feeling that I will need help.
wish i could go.
only 34 days left people!
I'm kind of reluctant to come back home though
1) i got laid off before i came to Iraq so when i come back "home" I wont have a job
2) I gave my car to my sister so i need to spend like the first week when i get back buying a car
3) I KNOW lots of things have changed ...i just dont know how much and who and if i can handle it
4) not really sure where i'm going to live...b/c my house is still not repaired from the fire
I just dont know and i feel like i'm at this point in my life where i don't know what the heck to expect and all i can do is take it one thing at a time and pace myself. getting back to normal life will be challenging and getting used to "civilian" life and not life in a desert will be challenging too.
I will need some help and support from the people who care about me. I hate asking for help but i get the feeling that I will need help.