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I'm ill again. I wonder what I have. My mom thinks I'm pretending to be sick, but I'm not. I think my heart is broken. I can't breathe and I have an awful pain in my chest. Maybe I'm dying? No, I'm not that lucky. I didn't go to school today. I wish I would have though, because the power went out and I heard everyone was scared. I would have only wanted to go if Jordan stayed, because Cherish is at her home I think and I don't know about Des and Tyler hates me so I would be all alone. I'm cold and in lots of pain. I haven't got much to say today, as I just woke up and I haven't done anything worth writing or remembering. I want to start an Animal Rights group in my school. The first thing I would like to do is to get the cafeteria to offer a vegan meal. Then I would like to protest against KFC and Iams. I don't know if anyone would join though. Cherish and Jordan might, but that's about all I can think of. Rahel might, but eh. Yeah. I would like Anna to, because I like her. And I don't know if it would be open to sixth or seventh graders, as they might not take it as seriously and wouldn't be mature about it. I don't know though, maybe they would? I don't know may sixth or seventh graders, but when I was in sixth and seventh grade, I probably wouldn't have taken it very seriously. I was such a loser. Jordan and I were talking about that today on the phone. We are going to talk to Mrs. Sichak about it tomorrow. I have to go to school tomorrow. I have so many semester finals I need to take. Now I have to take my Science, Health and Math final. I hope I die before tomorrow. Tomorrow is Tyler's last day. I wish I didn't care. I know he hates me. Jordan told me Cherish told him Tyler told Cherish that Tyler didn't want to be my friend anymore. I wish we could have ended our friendship on better terms, but yeah. I guess this is where our friendship is going to end. I wonder what it would have been like if I hadn't been such a bitch to him. I hope I'm not the only reason he chose to be homeschooled. I would feel really bad. I guess I will never know.