Jan 09, 2005 11:08
Nichole is living with Mike now. Stupid girl. Her mom, Cindy, put her in an institution to see if she was doing drugs, and she is. I don't know what she was doing though. Mark wants her to live with him. What is he going to do with a thirteen year old girl? The same thing he's doing to me? I hope Cindy and Mike never let her live with Mark. Cindy is getting a divorce so Nichole thinks she can misbehave because Cindy is volnerable right now. I would never do something like that. She left Tasha and Hunter with Cindy and their ex-stepdad. I would never abandon my siblings like that. Especially with a crazy like Cindy. I hope they are okay. I always liked Tasha. I never met Hunter, as he was just born a year or so ago. I don't have much to write about. I don't want to go to school tomorrow. Everyone but Jordan hates me. No one knows what I meant. If they read that one story by Edgar Allen Poe they would understand. But no, they all assume I was accusing Tyler of being a terrible friend and a controlling asshole. So yeah. I have to find that story so they will all understand. I can't remember which one it was though. I don't think they will care though. Tyler is being homeschooled. It doesn't really effect me because I only have Orchestra with him and he will be coming to Orchestra. I worry about Cherish though. She hates me and Jordan so she will only have Des and Rahel since her and Rahel are best buds now. I think I know who Mike is now. I'm not sure, so I won't say anymore, but yeah. I feel sorry for them. I'm not going to worry about it. I know I always have Jordan. I'm not so sure about Cherish at times, and I know Tyler hates me. I still love them all dearly. I would take back everything to save them from all the emotional pain I've caused them.