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I think Tyler is back from Utah. He wrote a poem about me and Cherish I think. Bleh, sometimes I wish he would move. I know that is mean, but friends aren't forever and I'd rather we mutually split than split on bad terms.
I made my journal friends only today. I've been so embarrassed to write what I want, so I just want me to read it. The truth is I don't want friends to read it. Like Tyler. I don't care if strangers read it though. It isn't like I'm going to see them at school or anything...I hope. That would be scary. It was only a matter of time before I made it friends only anyways. Cherish was sad when I wrote something like "Jordan is my only friend" and I don't want to make anyone else like that so I guess I will just keep my thoughts to myself. It will help I think. If not, I don't know what will.
Kylee is still here. I want her to leave. She hurt Malika. She kicked her. I almost kicked Kylee. She's been talking on my phone for a really long time. Oh well, as long as I don't have to entertain her. She is annoying me. I left a message on Jordan's phone, but he never called me back. My mom said she would take us to the mall at noon, but I don't know if he can. Heh, maybe I'll hear from him tonight, even though it's already midnight. I miss all my friends. I want to move to England. I miss Alex. I would leave all my friends behind to be with him. I would call my friends every day, and I would miss them so much. I want to be with him forever. He makes me smile when nothing else will. Just thinking about him makes me want to be with him more. I miss him!
I made my journal friends only today. I've been so embarrassed to write what I want, so I just want me to read it. The truth is I don't want friends to read it. Like Tyler. I don't care if strangers read it though. It isn't like I'm going to see them at school or anything...I hope. That would be scary. It was only a matter of time before I made it friends only anyways. Cherish was sad when I wrote something like "Jordan is my only friend" and I don't want to make anyone else like that so I guess I will just keep my thoughts to myself. It will help I think. If not, I don't know what will.
Kylee is still here. I want her to leave. She hurt Malika. She kicked her. I almost kicked Kylee. She's been talking on my phone for a really long time. Oh well, as long as I don't have to entertain her. She is annoying me. I left a message on Jordan's phone, but he never called me back. My mom said she would take us to the mall at noon, but I don't know if he can. Heh, maybe I'll hear from him tonight, even though it's already midnight. I miss all my friends. I want to move to England. I miss Alex. I would leave all my friends behind to be with him. I would call my friends every day, and I would miss them so much. I want to be with him forever. He makes me smile when nothing else will. Just thinking about him makes me want to be with him more. I miss him!