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kyle and i decided that the clouds picked up the ocean and are dropping it off ON OUR HEADS. last night was spent listening to brian play songs and lindsey be ... lindsey and then finding perfect prom jewlrey with my cousin and going to steak and shake. my brother did not do well in his track and field event on friday. he never wanted to practice for it and i personally did not think he did that badly but he thinks he did HORRIBLE (except he did not see the eleven year old in dark green shorts extend his legs in beautiful rhythm and push his lungs to beat his opponents who are twice his size. if he had, he would have been proud). i took placement tests today and that equals fun times! the chemistry one was a not-so-funny-joke... i did not actually read half the questions and i wanted to "LOL" (hyuk yuk yuk) at my stupid-in-the-head-ness. ugly is coming into town today and we are getting him a tux and i do not know how many times i have said that but i know it is more than five million. i am excited. it is the kind of excited i got about colin, the kind that is hard to explain. the kind where i do not want to kiss him yet because i like him so much (very few people understand that). on another note: do you know how many times i have had friends (very good, close friends) "confess" things to me that they have wanted to tell me for months but didn't because they were quote "afraid i wouild think they were a whore" endquote. it makes me want to cry and all i can ever do is apologize to them for being... however it is that i am that makes them think that (am i judgemental?) because nothing would ever make me think less of anyone. i do not love people because of their actions, i love them for who they are and what they love and live and laugh for. no action will ever change that. i am sorry and i do not know what to do about it.