So I've been thinking
Maybe we are blind to who and what is really important. I feel as though my eyes are slowly losing sight
A friend pointed out to me how relatively soon I'll be leaving for college. I don't really see it as "college." I see it as an unfair dropoff in the next state or town. To think, cutting off communication with all that I know? My comfort is here in Midlothian, and it's difficult to understand why I should be reborn again into a new life. On the flipside I am so excited and ready to leave..I want the adventure.
School is surprisingly great for me. If anything, I am proud of myself for just not caring anymore. That is, not about the masses of peers around me. I feel relaxed...Tell me why it took all of high school to reach this?
I like Ian. I feel like this relationship has substance, and will continue to gain even more of it. What's so exciting and scary is that I finally have what I want. I feel simple with him and that's so fulfilling for me.
A side note: Okay, I am not usually one to actually really really dislike someone...maybe I'll make a comment and not really mean it...but I really dislike this certain person...Maybe it's because his head is stuck up his own ass..and yeah ofcourse, because he hurt me a lot...but honestly, I really hate his rotten personality. I wouldn't even be mentioning this, but I just have to run into him in the hallway and oh yeah....I don't care what anyone thinks if they do read this...because this is for me...enough said.
A friend pointed out to me how relatively soon I'll be leaving for college. I don't really see it as "college." I see it as an unfair dropoff in the next state or town. To think, cutting off communication with all that I know? My comfort is here in Midlothian, and it's difficult to understand why I should be reborn again into a new life. On the flipside I am so excited and ready to leave..I want the adventure.
School is surprisingly great for me. If anything, I am proud of myself for just not caring anymore. That is, not about the masses of peers around me. I feel relaxed...Tell me why it took all of high school to reach this?
I like Ian. I feel like this relationship has substance, and will continue to gain even more of it. What's so exciting and scary is that I finally have what I want. I feel simple with him and that's so fulfilling for me.
A side note: Okay, I am not usually one to actually really really dislike someone...maybe I'll make a comment and not really mean it...but I really dislike this certain person...Maybe it's because his head is stuck up his own ass..and yeah ofcourse, because he hurt me a lot...but honestly, I really hate his rotten personality. I wouldn't even be mentioning this, but I just have to run into him in the hallway and oh yeah....I don't care what anyone thinks if they do read this...because this is for me...enough said.