approching normality
well i feel like things are coming back towards normal. for the most part i am not sad any more. i am pissed and bitter but if you want to know about that sometime ask me.
i miss my Mr man like crazy. in theory we are half way done and he will be home again soon.
i have an appt with my new midwife today. things have been changing so much with this lately. i am excited. we are going to have a home birth. this is something i have been wanting and we can swing it. yay! i know most of you think i am crazy for this but if you want to know why and such ask me sometime.
so it is about 10 to 14 weeks till the baby is here. and my list of things that HAVE TO BE DONE just got a lot longer. but thats ok it is worth it to have the birth i want.
things i am thankful for:
i miss my Mr man like crazy. in theory we are half way done and he will be home again soon.
i have an appt with my new midwife today. things have been changing so much with this lately. i am excited. we are going to have a home birth. this is something i have been wanting and we can swing it. yay! i know most of you think i am crazy for this but if you want to know why and such ask me sometime.
so it is about 10 to 14 weeks till the baby is here. and my list of things that HAVE TO BE DONE just got a lot longer. but thats ok it is worth it to have the birth i want.
things i am thankful for:
- peanut butter and jelly sandwiches with a big glass of milk.... mmmmm so good
- unexpected money
- a man who supports even my most crunchy ideas
- people who are offering to help with anything i need
- being able to sleep in the bed when eric is not here... turns out the secret is to absolutely exhaust myself and have a little nest to sleep in. this is a good thing because normally i can't sleep in the bed without him (i sleep on the couch) and i am not sure my back would put up with that in the present shape (both mine and the couch's)