Baby daddy drama
This whole situation sucks. I feel bad about the things I had to do. But it's for her. On the same subject I feel bad for him I know he is going to hate me. It shouldn't matter anymore but it does. You can't change people and that is why we are at this place. I have given him every other option but the one he seems to have chosen. It's like I want to say I am sorry & thank you at the same time. Like hey I know you put yourself there and it sucks, but thank you because things are easier for her for once. I thought by now I would have all the feelings under controll. Except for the fact that she is asking & telling me things about daddys. so I just have these sad moments where I know it would be nice if she had one,just for a few minutes, like on Halloween when she kept wantin to be carried, or at the circus when someone had their daughter up on his shoulders & she said look theres my daddy. I try to handle this the best way possible. It isn't like I get mad, just sad. I wish he took part in a small enough way so that this part would be easier. Oh well enough moping fo today. it's only 10 ish & we have the whole day ahead of us, I already burned three cd's & baked two coffee cakes. gotta go find more to do I guess.