Sep 15, 2004 18:37
God, I got a e-mail today from apple, it basically said that I get a free song every week, that's uber cool and so, I get home after going out with Bethany. I get on the computer to get my free song, it says that I need to sign up, that's fine I'll sign up but wait I need a credit card. I'm sixteen years old, I have no job, I have no money, where the hell am I going to get a credit card? Fucking iTunes. God now I'm angry. Let's see here, today was well(cliche), a day. Nothing really cool. I got to school at 8:20ish, I had to walk dad is refusing to give me a ride anymore anywhere. Well anyway, I went inside and I see Micheal and Alex(yay?), and cassie stops me,"it's your fault I got kicked out of my house," blah blah blah, I pointed and laughed. If you care enough to know why AIM me(impartialtodrew). Umm, once agai i'm going to say I asked Ashley to salsa dance with me. Tina, don't pressure her too hard, if she doesn't want to go, she doesn't have to. Oh, Athena gave me a note yesterday. I haven't talked to Athena since last year, it was kinda weird but that's fine, talking helps you be more social and happy right? Technology is too hard I don't think I can do it by myself thank you Corey. Life is going sour again. Why can't everything just be fine, nothing special, just fine. "If you can't stand on the water, I'll meet you on the ocean floor..." I wonder if there is a god. I wish there was some tangable wa to know before you "die."
I'll be everything to you I promise I'll be there untill the end of time. Look at what you're doing to me now, I'm falling apart. (LOOK AT ME) Is this what you want, (DO YOU WANT TO DESTROY ME?) Like a fallen angel I bleed, bleed only for you, my back is caked with blood. Tears stream from my eyes. What I wouldn't give just to be healed, only knives come my way. Look at my wrists, EACH SCAR IS A LIE FROM YOU(WATCH ME WRITH ON THE FLOOR, WATCH ME FALL). Light will fall from the sky to brighten my body(MY CORPSE FOR YOU), jumping up to be by you(HANGING FROM THIS TREE), my life is for you(TAKE ME TO THE END, THE END OF YOU)