Oct 12, 2011 13:31
I was re-reading my old entries yesterday at the office (I know bad employee) and I was amazed by how they can remind you the old feelings, that certain moment, the person you used to be -- blogging is simply powerful and wonderful like that. Actually, it is a gift for people, like me, who have goldfish-memory. Haha! I just keep coming back to this journal because this is where I feel most comfortable, I'm actually a bit scared that this blog would be known to people I know in real life i.e. mother, family, friends. This blog is for me to be most honest with myself -- yes, unleash evil thoughts from time to time and rant without spreading negativity to people who follow me. I cannot quit Twitter but I definitely censor myself because the possibility of my employer and future employers to read my posts is very high -- it kinda reflects who you are beyond the office walls.
So how about I blog less cryptic from now on? How would you like that, my nonexistent audience? :D
I went to see the doc earlier because my body has been hinting recently that it needs some lovin', truthfully antibiotics, anytime soon -- I obliged. Besides that, I have domestic obligations that I need to fulfill, like make my room livable and human-friendly. So far I'm halfway with today's To-Do list. Happy! :)
I will be away for the next two weekends, something I'm looking forward to. I'm a city girl -- love malls, restos, cinema etc. but there are times when it feels like one gigantic bubble. I've postponed a few trips this year because I help mom pay car mortgage and medical expenses. In a nutshell, 2011 isn't that bad. I have found an exercise that works for my body which is Yoga (been doing it since March!), and maybe came into terms with accepting some painful losses (not death, thank God). Some relationships with friends, I'd rather call them acquaintances, gone sour. I guess it's part of an adult life to sort people you wish to keep and let go. Sometimes looking at their lives via Facebook photos would suffice knowing they're all right and, also, to remind you to live yours. Stop waiting.
So there, I'm excited to go to Formosa, Malacca this weekend with colleagues for our first team building then next weekend to join Kevin in KL. Thank You God in advance for these trips. Truly blessed I am. (by the way, that's my inner-Yoda, sorry can't help it I'm kinda obsessed with Star Wars right now hahaha)
May the Force be with us.
trips,
star wars