ugh
okay so im stuck on something. i have no idea at all what i should do. aight so on sunday night i was talking to belgium on the phone and he told me that he is most likely gonna move back home because of all these different reasons like school is cheaper, his mom wants him home and stuff like that. so that totally hits me off guard because the whole time he always made it pretty much like he was gonna be going to school and living out here for sure. but then on sunday he tells me that the possibility of him moving back home was always there. so im thinking...why would you start a relationship with me if you knew that you might have to move back home. that just makes it even harder for me to deal with ya know. so this whole time im thinking that he is only gonna be going home to visit for a month and now he is most likely gonna be staying. so knowing that i dont know if i should let myself get any closer to him than i already am before he leaves because im afraid that if i do i will just be setting myself up to be let down. he wants to still be together even if he does move back home...but there is no way i can have a boyfriend that lives all the way in stinkin belgium. i just couldnt do that. so yeah...thats where i dont know what to do comes in. do i stay with him for his time left here and let myself get heart broken when he has to leave home....or do i just end our relationship before that happens. i have no idea what to do. so yeah i guess thats it.