Insane?
Hey there, it has been a long time since I posted, sorry about that. I don't have a lot to report.
Tonight I was working on my airplane and had intentions of working on my helicopter but something happened. I don't quite know how to explain it but it is almost as if my senses had been amplified and everything was cranked up 100 times more than normal. I had feelings, hearings, smells and such that I haven't experienced in a long time. I was sanding and gluing the balsa and it seemed like the sound of the sandpaper on the balsa was actually driving me nuts. I stopped and just sat there for a bit. Then I could actually hear voices in my own head, they were a jumbled up mix of things, just talking, more like screaming, pulling me in many ways and it just seemed so real. I don't know how to explain it, I felt the voices in me screaming and it got bad enough I could actually start to visualize them in my own head. I felt like I was doing a 1000 miles per hour and I couldn't get anything accomplished. No it wasn't a reaction to the glue either... maybe it was my minds way of telling me I am actually crazy or something.
Right now I am getting a glimpse of it and I can't seem to shake it. I can't concentrate now and need to figure this out, take care.
Tonight I was working on my airplane and had intentions of working on my helicopter but something happened. I don't quite know how to explain it but it is almost as if my senses had been amplified and everything was cranked up 100 times more than normal. I had feelings, hearings, smells and such that I haven't experienced in a long time. I was sanding and gluing the balsa and it seemed like the sound of the sandpaper on the balsa was actually driving me nuts. I stopped and just sat there for a bit. Then I could actually hear voices in my own head, they were a jumbled up mix of things, just talking, more like screaming, pulling me in many ways and it just seemed so real. I don't know how to explain it, I felt the voices in me screaming and it got bad enough I could actually start to visualize them in my own head. I felt like I was doing a 1000 miles per hour and I couldn't get anything accomplished. No it wasn't a reaction to the glue either... maybe it was my minds way of telling me I am actually crazy or something.
Right now I am getting a glimpse of it and I can't seem to shake it. I can't concentrate now and need to figure this out, take care.