Oct 12, 2005 15:16
i dont know how you do it to me, but your face still brings me to tears.
it seems like it was yesterday when you and i lay side by side in my bed.
when you told me how much you love me and how there is no other girl that could replace my spot in your heart.
from all the bad, the good, and the life changing experiences that will never be forgotten this summer, and our Life, that i gave away, and the pain i still feel from doing that; all the physical, the mental, the emotional.
that whole period of time when i had no clue what to do with myself
to now... where i cant see you anymore for comfort, for support, for love, and for help, of our loss.
i cant do this on my own, moving past something that was ours, not just mine
i dont know how this picture could be anymore wrong.
i dont know if this even kills you inside
i cant pretend, and i cant hide, and if my words dont clearly state it, i love you.
there's no erasing whats been engraved on my heart.
i can fool the world, and maybe i can fool you as well, but certainly not myself
you make my heart race like no one else can, and your my other half.
life has been crazy since you havent been on my side.... i think the biggest mistake was letting you go, and the even bigger mistake was when i had my chance to be with you once more, and letting that one go as well.
the things i would do to just hold your body close to mine just one more time. to have your soft lips against mine and to listen to your voice in my ear.
...to have a conversation with you