Life
well
wow alot happend all at once.. but my in my life that seems to be the way things go. finished my samester about a month ago, then all the "kids" (( alex koda and mike)) all came over and crashed at my place for Fanime. Fanime was alot of work and a really good learning experance, amazingley an anime convention is helping me grow up some. every day and every new step i take makes me feel more and more like an adult and less like the child thats skreeming and throwing a tantrum in my head. so anyhow fanime was a big fun mess then the kids came home alex and koda left mike and i went out with old borders friends as we got drunk bad. dont know if ill do that agian for awile but it made me think alot about myself and still is making me think about what i want in life and what i need. a freind was suposta come visit and my heart broke alittle when he never showed up... its funnie how you know things arnt going to happen but they still crush you when they dont.. as hard as i try to take my heart off my sleve i just cant and it gets a bruse every time.. but is that a bad thing? is it a bad thing to still feel life, and heck what dosent kil you only makes you stronger right? anyhow spent my weeks alone mostly went to work and hung out at home. Sato was my angle always coming up to keep me companey. Spent a weekend with my mom and dad, mom and i went shoping and did our normal love hate thing. somehow i dont think thats ever going to change betwen us, we are both to much the same to ever truley be at peace with eachother but i love her none- the- less ^_^. And this last weekend we ended up at a ren fair in taho (( me steve mik g and sato )) . it was very very dusty i ripped thought one of my bodices and i thought i lost 100$ (( luckley it was found in m bag ^^ )). but i ended up making a good friend and potentialy a new job every so often. Oh did i mention my roomie was gone all this time? she went off to europe (( just came home tonight)) seems she had alot of fun i want to hear more of her storied ^^ . anyhow after ren fair (( day after actualy)) i started my new job at paper source. Going to try and pull 2 days at borders 2 days at paper source and 2 days of class this summer, going to try and save up to go see lj math and val in october. but we will see how sane i stay. the new job is amazing thought, and even thought i have only worked there 3 ays i kinda feel at home there kinda like i belonge. but we will see how long that lasts. and upcoming events -- classes start agian next week so there gose having free time this summer and then this weekend sato and i are going to a borders wedding so we will get to see all the old guy hopefully.
anyhow thats all i got right now
sorry its alittle ranting
hope u all had some fun reading it ^^
i now retire back to my book
wow alot happend all at once.. but my in my life that seems to be the way things go. finished my samester about a month ago, then all the "kids" (( alex koda and mike)) all came over and crashed at my place for Fanime. Fanime was alot of work and a really good learning experance, amazingley an anime convention is helping me grow up some. every day and every new step i take makes me feel more and more like an adult and less like the child thats skreeming and throwing a tantrum in my head. so anyhow fanime was a big fun mess then the kids came home alex and koda left mike and i went out with old borders friends as we got drunk bad. dont know if ill do that agian for awile but it made me think alot about myself and still is making me think about what i want in life and what i need. a freind was suposta come visit and my heart broke alittle when he never showed up... its funnie how you know things arnt going to happen but they still crush you when they dont.. as hard as i try to take my heart off my sleve i just cant and it gets a bruse every time.. but is that a bad thing? is it a bad thing to still feel life, and heck what dosent kil you only makes you stronger right? anyhow spent my weeks alone mostly went to work and hung out at home. Sato was my angle always coming up to keep me companey. Spent a weekend with my mom and dad, mom and i went shoping and did our normal love hate thing. somehow i dont think thats ever going to change betwen us, we are both to much the same to ever truley be at peace with eachother but i love her none- the- less ^_^. And this last weekend we ended up at a ren fair in taho (( me steve mik g and sato )) . it was very very dusty i ripped thought one of my bodices and i thought i lost 100$ (( luckley it was found in m bag ^^ )). but i ended up making a good friend and potentialy a new job every so often. Oh did i mention my roomie was gone all this time? she went off to europe (( just came home tonight)) seems she had alot of fun i want to hear more of her storied ^^ . anyhow after ren fair (( day after actualy)) i started my new job at paper source. Going to try and pull 2 days at borders 2 days at paper source and 2 days of class this summer, going to try and save up to go see lj math and val in october. but we will see how sane i stay. the new job is amazing thought, and even thought i have only worked there 3 ays i kinda feel at home there kinda like i belonge. but we will see how long that lasts. and upcoming events -- classes start agian next week so there gose having free time this summer and then this weekend sato and i are going to a borders wedding so we will get to see all the old guy hopefully.
anyhow thats all i got right now
sorry its alittle ranting
hope u all had some fun reading it ^^
i now retire back to my book