when i fail 2 c y, i begin 2 cry

Mar 25, 2005 12:08

hey ppl, i don'thave good news, especialy 4 Dante. I was talking 2 my dad the other day, and he told me that he would like me 2 b single 4 a while, and the first thing that came 2 mind is Dante.

I really don't c y we would want me 2 break up w/ him, or just stay single, cuz i havn't been single 4 a while, and out of the blue he comes and tells me this, which really sux. I cryed when he told me that, and i cryed even more when i told Dante that.

I think the part that hurts the most is that i have 2 break up w/ him against my will, cuz i don't wanna break up w/ him, and now my dad, out of all ppl, tells me 2 break up w/ him, which really sux. If u know me pritty good, u should know that i have a great relationship w/ my dad and he would never tell me something 2 hurt me. And now he tells me this, i really don't know wat 2 do, so i just asked Dante 4 a break, so i could straighten things up in my head, and figure out wat i'm going 2 do. So now like, me and Dante r separated, not broken up, u c, there's a huge difference u know, if u don't c it, well,.......2 bad!lol

NE way, besides that dillema thingy, life is going good. My dad offered 2 buy me an electric guitar 4 my b-day. I hope he was sirius, cuz he jokes around w/ me like that all the time. Um, Jackie and JanCarlos r doing good, as far as i hear, so it's cool. Um, i havn't herd 4rm ppl like Danny, or Cesar, or Gus. Well, i did hear aboot Gus. The only thing i herd is that he was at the movies w/ Liz, so it's cool. I'm like trying my hardest 2 not b jelous of Liz, cuz i do like Gus alittle bit, but if u know me pritty good, me and Gus have a great friendship, and that whole friendship part completly takes over and over rules my little attraction that i have of him, but w/e. I'm happy 4 him, and Gus would have done the same thing 4 me, so it's cool, i have 2 confurt and b happy 4 him, cuz he always does that 2 me.

Eh, um, erm...MY BIRTHDAY IS COMMING SOON! so i can't wait, it's like less then a month away. So mark that on ur calender ppl, it's a national holiday!, lol, so w/e, i gotta think aboot wat i'm gonna do aboot Dante, and just pray that things go right, and that i don't have 2 break up w/ him, so leave! i gotta go think!lol (thinking thinking thinking)

3eece.....
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