Nov 13, 2005 22:25
You know, there are a few people in my life that are being really fucking stupid right now. Falling back into old habits, doing stupid shit, making bad decisions and choices. I have to wonder... is it all really worth it? When I end up feeling like shit in the long run, IS IT REALLY WORTH IT? Sometimes, I'm not so sure. I can't change the world just like I can't change these people. And you know sometimes I feel like I only update in the piece of shit journal when something's wrong. So... I'm not updating again until I have something happy to write about. Which will probably be in a couple of days when Justin's here. But we'll see. Don't mind me, I'm just having a bad Sunday night. It was inevitable. I knew it was going to happen. And yet, I still wasn't prepared.
PS- If you're reading this and you're wondering if you're one of the people I'm talking about, I can almost assure you that you're not. And get over yourself.