when people say adoreable they really mean ugly
so i am sooo sad... i went to a show tonite and it was so good. exept it was very sad...i am very very ugly and people helped me decide that no matter how much i tell myself that i am not and actually try to have confidence it dosent matter cause i will always be so ugly in everyones eyes. so apparently someone told my friend she was beautiful and he after a while said i was adoreable...what is that? adoreable is when you are five and playing house with stuffed animals ...im not really five guys...i suppose i look it but whatever so i was talking to someone about it that i randomly met and he was like adoreable is great....and so i got into the whole no its not and hes like well you have a cute voice and i was like oh thankyou cause the whole point was to dart around telling me that i was pretty cause i am not ... the only people who tell me that are andrea and susan ....and they are my friends so they are obligated...you dont tell people they are ugly unless you are very very mean ...but yea ...so i saw the ex love of my lifes girlfriend ...you know the beautiful girl i see with hiim at every show i go to ...so she is such a bitch she was like yelling at me across the parking lot cause she thinks i still love him...but he is a huge prick and i cant stand him anymore ...i give up ... us"adoreable" people never can get boys so i give up . i was talking to this boy and i was like you would go out with me rite? and he was like no i like to be single ....but he was like all over my other friend and was like "please love me" to her. so yea and then most of my friends hate me now or something i dont know they just dont really care that i am alive anymore...for real who does? i know nobody. but tonite i worked my moves tryed to hump this guy who kept elbowing me in the boob...it was fun. seriously there was this pit and it cleared out but it was still there so i ran out in the middle of it and started bustin out my moves ...it rocked people laughed but it was so much fun ... i cant wait til sunday ......if anyone wants to love me call me and hang out with me. cause i have no friends anymore