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wow. its been years since i updated.
i realy swore to myself that i was going to stop livejournaling. i'm not sure why. maybe because i was never home. always with joey, and never had the time to do so.
with that i really didn't have any time for anything... but joey and "the crew."
because they were more important than anything. what the hell was i thinking?
i couldn't even tell you.
lets just say i've been going through alot lately.
i got into some trouble with them and now all of a sudden i don't exsist.
all i can say is that God will never let me down, or forget me like they did.
I just need to keep reminding myself that. and really i cant forget like i did last month.
i need prayer.
i fell really bad in my walk. and i'm still stumbling. but i'm trying.
i just feel like i'm alone in alot of what i do.
i'm discouraged very easily but i'm getting better.
i hate the summer.
i really can't wait for the summer retreat with !mpact.
i think i need God to slap me in the face with some reality and i think it'll happen there.
Tomorrow i'm leaving for Florida. i think i need to get away from everyone around here for awhile. that's why im going. i'll be back next friday. =] ahh vacation.
ive been working alot too. 60 hours this week. i got a new job. no more mcdonalds.
i got fired.
then in august, the summer retreat! and then im going to vermont for the rest of the month with kerry and my uncle and his girlfriend.
but now im going to go because DANTE!! just got out of rehab =] thank God and i'm going to spend the day with him.
So GodBless everybodyy! and leave me comments so i have something to look forward to when i come home =]
Love.Peace.Out.1
i realy swore to myself that i was going to stop livejournaling. i'm not sure why. maybe because i was never home. always with joey, and never had the time to do so.
with that i really didn't have any time for anything... but joey and "the crew."
because they were more important than anything. what the hell was i thinking?
i couldn't even tell you.
lets just say i've been going through alot lately.
i got into some trouble with them and now all of a sudden i don't exsist.
all i can say is that God will never let me down, or forget me like they did.
I just need to keep reminding myself that. and really i cant forget like i did last month.
i need prayer.
i fell really bad in my walk. and i'm still stumbling. but i'm trying.
i just feel like i'm alone in alot of what i do.
i'm discouraged very easily but i'm getting better.
i hate the summer.
i really can't wait for the summer retreat with !mpact.
i think i need God to slap me in the face with some reality and i think it'll happen there.
Tomorrow i'm leaving for Florida. i think i need to get away from everyone around here for awhile. that's why im going. i'll be back next friday. =] ahh vacation.
ive been working alot too. 60 hours this week. i got a new job. no more mcdonalds.
i got fired.
then in august, the summer retreat! and then im going to vermont for the rest of the month with kerry and my uncle and his girlfriend.
but now im going to go because DANTE!! just got out of rehab =] thank God and i'm going to spend the day with him.
So GodBless everybodyy! and leave me comments so i have something to look forward to when i come home =]
Love.Peace.Out.1