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Today, I Let Go of something that used to be my everything. Tell me why, give me a sign. I did it for you. Please; Fill me in.
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Another worthless, nasty day. but I'm okay. I keep praying on the way to school, which i dont regularly do, and it really calms me down in the morning. Had another day of testing. Lets just say ( thats all i was at school for). After that. Cammy gave me a ride home
Oy, people these days. I dont know them anymore. Today was my cue to let go of everyone. I find it so hard, everyone this week is really hounding me for being a Christian; even my bestfriend. But its okay. I dont have best friends anymore. I dont really have any. I shut the world infront of me and behind me out. Its too scary. I'm getting better, and Im growing, But my first step is to give them up. and i did that. it just seems like everything is going wrong. but the Lord is so good, and im working on it. I'm just upset, everyone, i sware everyone that i talk to is hounding me so bad about believing in Jesus. confront me as much as they want. whatever. im holding up good.
I dont care what they say.
ugh. I feel like this was a waste of my time. no one ever reads what i write besides Dave sometimes. and i might as well comment myself.
Whatever.
im cool.
and finished.