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[imoneofthemnow]

so, i feel as though im dying....
i know im not, but it feels so horrible.
i havent eaten much in three weeks
next to nothing for the past week.
i have to get an endoscopy on monday, but that is so long from now.
its hard to make it through the fits of nausea
and i just want to stop shaking....
this is not fun