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Mom...
Why do I always screw things up? Ryoma's no where closer to being accepting of me. I'm pretty sure my big mouth made matters worse. I don't know if I can fix things at all. Marui's spending more and more time with Jirou. Which in itself isn't bad, but it means that during that time I'm not really needed. I didn't think I would care about being someone's butler. At least not more than minimally required.
I wonder how long before he realizes I'm not worth...
not worth...
Well... everyone else has.
Mom... just let this last a little longer. Make him actually mean forever this time. I haven't even been here that long.