Aug 19, 2005 01:12
I am leaving in two days!!!! o man...so excited...was nervous but now im just excited..welcome week sounds like a blast..shane and shane concert, time on the beach, competitions..meeting people..yes! Soo I have a new roommate..shes from new mexico..im going to miss Lauren and Jamie sooo much! Ive been talkin to them alot lately. But I know PBA is where I belong. But neways..I have realized that I am so blessed. I have the most amazing family ever. I kind of dont want to leave them. But I know I have to. Its scary to think we grow up so fast. I have the best relationship with them and I am so lucky. But I know I have to have my own life. I was so happy at FSC thinking I had it all, and now its like everything is brand new again...new friends...new life. ohhh man...Im just so happy I am so blessed by the amazing family I have!