AHH FUCKING AHHH
ok, i was drawing, a copy of a picture
of me sarah and anna about a year ago
and its a really nice picture right?
ok so i was about half way done
and it looked fucking awesome
then i go online and talk to some people
and read some shit. then i signed off
and went back to drawing in my room
and i was thinking about this thing
and i fucking started crying
and i was using my new 4B
pencils because i need darker colors right?
ok so i was crying and trying not to
get tears on my drawing.
i usually draw with 2B's and i've gotten
the paper with it wet befoure.
WELL apparantly 4B's dont like water
or tears. So i fucking cryed all over my
drawing and because i hadn't used
my new pencils before, the whole
fucking thing is smudged and i have to start
all fucking over and im fucking mad
because its my own fucking fault
that i decided to fucking cry when
i was fucking drawing over something
that i'd been working a fucking long
time on. so now im pissed and still crying
and my drawing is not going to draw
itself so now i have to go and start over.
AHHH