Conceptual & Analytical
Title: Conceptual & Analytical
Pairing: HunHan
Raiting: R
Genre: Smut, office!au
Length: 6584 words
Summary: Sehun likes the new Auditor
A/N: This is my debut story so I'm really sorry for the awkward transitions and etc, don't send me hate!!
"Dude is that drool over your chin?!" Jongin asks disgustingly.
Sehun quickly snaps out of his trance and wipes his chin to which he only felt warm skin against his finger tips. He turns to glare at Jongin who proceeds to laugh at him.
"It's not funny." Sehun balls up one of the unused balance sheets and throws it at Jongin landing inside his mouth. He quickly stops laughing and chokes on the paper.
"Not cool man." Jongin says as he chucks the paper in the trash can. "You've got serious problems."
"You're the one who needs improvement in all aspects of your life particularly in your humor." Sehun snaps and turns to work on his computer.
Jongin rolls his eyes. "You always do this, pinning everything on me when in fact you're the one who has problems."
Sehun leans back on his revolving chair and turns to look at Jongin. "Well what would you do if you were me?"
Jongin shrugs. "I'd go up to him and ask him out. Easy as 123."
Sehun huffs. "Easier said than done." He turns to look at the smiling auditor, Lu Han. He's the newest member of the accounting staff of one of Seoul's top companies. He's a graduate of Beijing School of Business and apparently he's a real genius.
He chats animatedly with another Chinese import Song Qian with her long hair and steely smile and Sehun clenches his jaw.
Jongin chuckles. "Now you're getting jealous over a girl? This is rich."
"Dickhead."
-
The first time they talk was when they bumped into each other in the copying room. Sehun was huffing as he tried operating the jammed copying machine. Lu Han interrupts with a soft 'may i?' and he taps a few buttons and the copying machine springs back to life.
Sehun reddens in embarrassment. Lu Han's been here for about a month and he already knows how to operate the damn machine while he's been here for about a year and he still gets lost when he tries to find the head's office.
Lu Han proceeds to asking him a couple of questions and Sehun winces as his lisp appears, tripping over his words and Lu Han just smiles like the angel he is and Sehun finds himself staring at the wrinkles by his eyes.
They also meet in the elevator on their way down to the lobby. Sehun walks into the elevator with his jacket slung lazily over his shoulder and hand inside his pocket. The elevator door almost closes when a hand extends and the elevator door retreats back and a breathless Lu Han appears. He seems to be equally taken aback, doe-like eyes turning into a pair of o's.
They've been taking the elevator later than anyone else since then.
Whenever they talk Sehun takes pleasure in studying the man from his soft brown curls to his sparkly eyes to the soft bump of his nose to the pair of beautiful pink lips. He also noticed a mole on his ear and a scar on his cheek to which Lu Han said he'd gotten when he climbed a tall tree behind their school building to get into the soccer team.
And with each time they talk Sehun finds himself falling harder for the Chinese man, unaware of buying two cups of coffee in the morning and handing it out to Lu Han and he snaps back to reality and realized what he'd done when Lu Han's hand touches his as he takes the cup of warm coffee from him, his hand equally warm.
"Wow you've got it bad, you're even humming songs from the 80's." Jongin says one day while they're eating ramen at the break room.
Sehun rolls his eyes. "You're just jealous because I've got someone to like and you're a lonely soul."
Jongin flicks the empty ramen packet at him. "You are such an ass." Jongin takes a mouthful of ramen. "So any plans of telling him how you feel?"
Sehun chokes on his ramen. "Why the hell would I do that?!"
"Because you want his D as much as he wants yours." Jongin smirks. Sehun leans back on his chair and crosses his arms together.
"Okay first, I don't like Lu Han in that kind of way. I'd totally wait for him if he doesn't wanna do it. And second he doesn't want the D Jongin because he's a straight headed person unlike someone I know." Sehun huffs.
Jongin throws his head back in laughter. "Oh God I've never seen anyone try so hard to defend himself. Good job man."
Sehun starts eating his noodles again. "Why am I even friends with you."
Later that night he and Lu Han waited for the elevator together, casually talking about work and the weather. They went in simultaneously inside the elevator still talking about the latest office gossip.
Lu Han suddenly moves forward to take a loose thread out of Sehun's dress shirt. Lu Han's face was inches from his and he could swear he can smell his shampoo; a mix between peppermint and strawberries. Lu Han looks up and smiles up at him as he shows him the thread. "Got it."
And Sehun was tipped off the edge. He cups the older man's face and leans down to capture Lu Han's soft lips. They were softer than he had ever imagined and he presses himself closer, crushing the soft lips. He felt Lu Han's tight grip on his shirt and he's not sure if the latter wanted him to continue or not.
But he never had the chance to ask. The elevator pings open and he lets Lu Han go. Lu Han's eyes widen before he hastily leaves the elevator. Sehun touches his lips, he can still feel the buzzing as his fingertips trace his lip and it takes him awhile to finally register what had just happened and he dry heaves before he repeatedly bumps his head on the elevator wall.
The ride home in the bus was uncomfortable. He leans his head against the cold glass, calculating if he could crack his skull in one blow. He decides it's impossible when the bus signals his stop. The moment he gets home he falls face-first on his sofa groaning because his nose felt uncomfortable. He feels like his chest was about to burst and his head was throbbing and he just wants to be buried six feet below the ground.
He decides that he's too hyperactive to sleep so he proceeds to continue his work at home. He takes his laptop out of his briefcase and turns it on. He goes to the kitchen and brews a week's worth of coffee.
The next day he's technically a walking corpse. He barely had sleep from all the coffee he had drank and the never ending nagging thoughts. He walks to his desk and almost loses consciousness as soon as he sits down. Jongin just rolled his eyes and left the boy alone.
Sehun's not even surprised when Lu Han calls him in to his office. He can feel Jongin's worried stare as he walks to the room. He flashes him a reassured smile before he pushes the door open.
Lu Han sits on the revolving chair. He had his eyes closed and Sehun decides he looks like one of those antique porcelain dolls. His skin looked like they were made of ceramics, fragile and easily breakable, his cheeks slightly pink and his eyes looked like they were painted on by one of China's best artisans. His hands were clasped together and Sehun's balance sheets scattered on top of his desk. He walked in slowly and gave a 90 degree bow.
"How may I help you sir?" Sehun says and he clenches his hands, his voice was wobbly and his lisp more prominent.
Lu Han opens his eyes and smiles. "Ah Sehun, there you are. I need to talk to you about the balance sheets you've submitted yesterday and the ones you've emailed me last night."
"What about them sir?" He bites his lip, he's already bracing himself for the worse.
Lu Han sighs and picks one of the balance sheets. "Well, I have never seen this many errors since my first semester in BSB."
"I'm sorry sir, I'll do them again." Sehun closes his eyes. He feels relieved that the man had let bygones be bygones. Sehun even admires him because of his professionalism.
"Good!" Lu Han smiles widely revealing rows of beautiful white teeth and Sehun bites his tongue because he wants to run it over them. "Now before you do that I need to point out some questions and errors."
Lu Han stands up from his seat and starts pacing behind Sehun. Each step being taken deliberately. Sehun doesn't know why but his heart seems to be in sync with Lu Han's steps, too entranced with Lu Han's quiet steps he almost jumps 5ft when he feels hot breath behind his ears.
"You have to do everything I say, alright?" Lu Han says voice so low it sends shivers down Sehun's spine. "Now stand in front of my desk with your back on me."
Confused, Sehun does what he's told. He takes three steps and his knees bump against the wood.
"Good. Now," He hears Lu Han shift from one foot to another. "Bend down against my desk."
Sehun's eyes were about to pop out of his sockets. did he hear it right? Did he actually ask him to bend over his desk? He was about to look at Lu Han when he's pushed down to the desk, his nose almost breaking from the impact.
"That's good. Now, shall we start?" Lu Han asks clearly amused. Sehun's heart was beating fast against his chest. What was Lu Han planning? And why does he feel excited? He gives a nod and Lu Han proceeds.
"First, you've recorded the wrong transactions in the wrong accounts. Why did you record the new office supplies as long term assets?"
"Sir I-"
SMACK!
Sehun's not sure what had just happened. He's not even sure if this was reality. He's not sure but he thinks Lu Han had just slapped his ass with a leather belt. He tried turning around but Lu Han had slapped his ass again.
And now he's sure, the stinging sensation seeping down to his core and he's not sure why and how but he felt his cock twitch in excitement.
"Keep your head down." Lu Han says in an authoritative voice that has Sehun shoving his face down the table surface. "Moving on to the next item. You've also recorded the new furniture as expense." SMACK!
"You've written the wrong price."
SMACK!
"The ending balance are not matching."
SMACK!
"You didn't deduct the expense and last month's net income is overstated."
SMACK! SMACK! SMACK!
Sehun was fighting back the tears. His ass was stinging and his cock was aching to be touched. A few more smacks and Lu Han stops. He sits on his revolving chair and watches as Sehun struggles.
He smiles. "I like seeing you like that. You may go now."
Sehun slowly gets up and walks out of the room. He had to cover up his boner until he got to the rest room and jerked off until he was coming, feeling spent.
He decides to stay longer and Sehun watches as people come and go from the office. He sees Lu Han smiling at the people with his doe like eyes and warm smile and he just can't place how the man from the office, authoritative and strict, to this man, all soft smiles and warm personality.
As Lu Han enters the elevator he quickly enters too and has Lu Han pinned against the elevator wall, hands trapped in Sehun's tight grip.
"Sehun I-"
And Sehun's capturing his lips again in between his teeth. He ravaged it like it was one of his favorite chewing gum that has Lu Han mewling against him. He cups the older man's face as he tightens his grip around Lu Han's wrists. He swipes his tongue across Lu Han's lower lip and he's surprised that he opens his mouth. He runs his tongue over the man's teeth and moves to give Lu Han's tongue a slight nudge before they start battling for dominance.
When the elevator pings open they part and Sehun watches as a trail of saliva stretches between them. He looks at Lu Han, pink cheeks and breathless and eyes filled with lust and he thinks he's most beautiful like that. "I'll make sure there are no more errors on the balance sheets sir."
The next day Lu Han calls him again to his office and has his ass gets hit with Lu Han's leather belt again. He didn't know why but he purposely recorded the wrong data, even to the smallest details. He wanted to stay longer at the suffocating office.
This time Lu Han reaches out to grab Sehun's crotch while he was bent over the desk and he feels like he was gonna come right then and there. Lu Han palms him for a couple of times before he was coming in his trousers.
Lu Han lets him go with a small smile and a 'do them again.'
Later they make out in the elevator, Sehun's thighs in between Lu Han's crotch and he lets the older man grind his way to his release, having the pleasure of seeing the man's face reach his climax with a small 'fuck!'
The next day Lu Han pulls him to the office restroom where he gives Sehun a blow job. It starts off with a make out session until Lu Han's hand trails down at Sehun's zipper. He pulls it down slowly and pulls his trousers and briefs at the same time and kneeling simultaneously.
He takes the base of Sehun's cock and stroked it until it was hard enough. He gives an almost shy lick at the head and Sehun grabs at Lu Han's brown locks. Lu Han looks at him from his lashes before he takes Sehun whole and Sehun arches his back, bumping his head against the stall. Lu Han runs his tongue on the underside and takes Sehun's balls in between his teeth.
Sehun pants and encourages Lu Han with 'yeah, right there.' and 'yes baby, you're so good' and Lu Han scraped his teeth at the slit at the word baby and Sehun was coming, releasing his seed down Lu Han's throat. Lu Han swallows and even sucks after Sehun's orgasm earning an extra ooze. He stands up and Sehun yanks him for a kiss and he can taste himself and Lu Han and it's the best flavor he's ever tasted.
"You're fucking him aren't you?!" Jongin says and Sehun almost falls from his chair.
He glared at him and at his co-workers who were now looking at him with interest. "Can you at least lower your voice?!" He hisses at Jongin. "And no we're not."
Jongin snorts. "Yeah right. You've got the after-sex glow Sehun, I know an after-sex glow when I see one."
"Well you've got it wrong." Sehun stands up and stretches. "All wrong."
Someone clears his throat and Sehun turns around to see a smiling Lu Han. "Everything all right here?" Sehun and Jongin nods simultaneously. Sehun trails his gaze down to Lu Han's body that looked spectacular in his work suit.
"Good. Work harder." Sehun watches as the man walks away to the next department, hips swaying sexily. Sehun licks his lips unconsciously.
"Christ you do have it bad." Jongin laughs and Sehun shoves him.
-
It's been three weeks since Lu Han and Sehun's encounter, not that Sehun was keeping track of anything. The monthly evaluation was coming up and everyone in the office was either arriving extra early or leaving extra late.
Sehun and Jongin were fixing their ties when Lu Han's assistant calls for Sehun. He smiles apologetically at Jongin before he marches off to Lu Han's office.
Lu Han sits on his chair, a smile playing on his lips. Sehun clenches his fist, lust already taking course through his body. Lu Han stands up and walks behind Sehun. He lays both of his hands on either side of Sehun's shoulders and uses them as leverage as as he tiptoes up to whisper on his ear.
"You want me to give you a nice evaluation right?" Lu Han asks, voice low and soft. He skims his nose back and fourth Sehun's earlobe before taking it between his teeth and running his tongue over the soft cartilage.
Sehun shivers and gives a curt nod, unable to speak.
Lu Han moves down to the expanse of Sehun's neck, biting and sucking until the milky white skin turns from red to blue and violet. Sehun hisses and grabs at Lu Han's hand and Lu Han smiles against Sehun's skin.
"Lie on your back." Lu Han says in between kisses. Sehun obliges, the carpeted floor soft against his back. Lu Han stares him down hungrily before he moves to straddle Sehun their cocks almost touching.
Lu Han leans down to capture Sehun's lips. The kiss is rough and needy that has Sehun grabbing at Lu Han's waist. Lu Han leaves a trail of kisses until he reaches the collar of Sehun's dress shirt. He eyes the neck tie, he takes it and admires the soft fabric under his fingertips.
"Nice." Lu Han gives an approving nod that has Sehun chuckling. He loosens them and starts undressing Sehun. He takes his suit jacket off before unbuttoning his shirt dress never touching the neck tie. He runs his hand over smooth milky skin, admiring the few abs Sehun has. He leans down and gives an appreciative lick on one of his abs. He moves lower until he reaches Sehun's navel. He looks up and gives a pout at Sehun.
"What?" Sehun asks.
"Well," Lu Han playfully thinks before speaking. "I wish you wouldn't have to wear pants to work."
Sehun chuckles and runs his hands around Lu Han's back. "I won't if you ask nicely."
Lu Han smiles that favorite smile of Sehun's. "Promise?" Sehun nods before sighing and leaning down to kiss Sehun as he slowly undos his zipper.
Sehun's already naked apart from the tie on his neck. Lu Han worships every crevice of Sehun's body with his tongue and Sehun's dick was hard and red, waiting to be penetrated. Lu Han reaches from behind Sehun and kneads on his butt. "I've always admired these babies. I take it back, you have to wear your trousers to work. Your ass looks the best in them."
Sehun smiles. "Yes your majesty." He sits up and wraps his arms around Lu Han. Lu Han's hands entangle themselves to Sehun's messy brown hair. Sehun moves to kiss and suck on Lu Han's neck, marking his territory and making sure they're in the most visible places. He gives a light peck on Lu Han's adam's apple that has him pulling on Sehun's hair.
Sehun slowly undresses Lu Han and as soon as his naked up he takes his rosy buds in between his teeth and playing with the other with his fingers. Lu Han presses his chest against Sehun's face, the dirty sounds prominent in the air.
Lu Han was naked down in a matter of seconds. He presses Sehun back to his old position and straddles him again, their dicks touching. Lu Han throws his head back in pleasure as a steady friction starts. Sehun's grip on Lu Han's waist, leaving crescent shaped marks.
Lu Han grinds faster and stronger until they were both coming on their stomachs, Lu Han's come getting on Sehun's tummy and chest while Lu Han on Sehun's. Lu Han wipes one of Sehun's come with his finger and he slowly puts it in his mouth, sucking and licking until Sehun's all worked up again.
"My my, someone's a little energetic today." Lu Han smiles darkly at Sehun.
Sehun cups Lu Han's ass. "It's your fault, you're too sexy for my liking."
Lu Han leans down and cleans up the rest of the cum on Sehun's chest. He sits back up and cocks his eyebrow at Sehun. "But I don't think that was enough to give you a nice feedback for the evaluation. I think we need a little more... push." Lu Han says, slightly inching his hands closer to Sehun's dick.
Sehun nods, swallowing the saliva that has accumulated in his mouth. "Y-you're right, sir."
Lu Han nods to himself. "Yes, we must do something." He stands up and goes around to his desk before coming back to straddle Sehun, a bottle of lube in his hand. Sehun's breath hitched as he eyed the bottle.
"A-are you sure?" Sehun manages to ask because even if he had fantasized about this for how many times Lu Han always comes first and if he doesn't want to do it then so be it.
But Lu Han's answer has Sehun burning up. "I want you so much, baby. I need you inside of me."
"You mean-" Lu Han cuts him off with a kiss. He smiles at Sehun before uncapping the bottle and taking Sehun's fingers and coating them with a generous amount. He guides his fingers to his hole and Sehun bites his lip at the feel of Lu Han's ring, tight and hot.
He inches one finger in and Lu Han wriggles uncomfortably on top of him. The second finger has Lu Han digging his nails unto Sehun's chest and the third has Lu Han leaning back down on Sehun's as he scissors him open.
But the pain never lasts long and Lu Han starts to fuck Sehun's fingers. He presses a kiss on Sehun's mouth as he rocked back to his fingers. Sehun watches as Lu Han's eyes roll back in pleasure and he tries to circle around his tight hole. Lu Han arches his back at the particular part and Sehun continues to press on it, Lu Han's mewls getting louder and louder.
"Enough." Lu Han says breathlessly, eyes hooded as he stares down at Sehun. He takes out his fingers and positions himself on top of Sehun. He slides down easily and they both groan at the feel, Sehun's dick being milked by Lu Han's hole, he tightens his grip on Lu Han's waist. Slowly he starts moving up and down until he's practically jumping up and down.
"Ah, ah, a-ah," Lu Han goes as he lands back on Sehun's dick. Sehun meets Lu Han, thrusting up fast and sharp. The sound of skin slapping along their moans was the most beautiful music Sehun has ever heard. He sees Lu Han's dick untouched and he practically grabbed on it, earning a loud "Sehun!" and he starts stroking it until Lu Han was coming again on his stomach. He comes a few thrusts later, filling Lu Han to the brim his come seeping out to his own thighs.
Lu Han collapses on top of Sehun and he presses a kiss on top of his curly brown hair. He maneuvers him so that they were lying next to each other, his arm used used by Lu Han as his pillow. He wipes the hair and sweat from Lu Han's sweaty forehead.
"I've always had a fantasy of riding someone in the middle of my office." Lu Han says, voice a bit shaky from a particularly good orgasm.
Sehun chuckles and presses another kiss on top of Lu Han's head. "Well I'm glad i'd made it come true."
Lu Han moves and drapes his legs over Sehun's and burying his on his chest. "Don't do that."
Sehun tries to look at Lu Han. "Do what?"
Lu Han doesn't answer, just presses a soft kiss on his chest. Sehun absent-mindedly traces the back of Lu Han with his finger tips. Lu Han's skin was warm and soft underneath him and he hugs the older man closer to him.
"I like you." Sehun says.
He feels Lu Han still in his arms. Sehun suddenly wants to take back what he had just said, afraid that what he had just said may have destroyed what they've had.
Lu Han sits up, back on Sehun. He sees the latter's back tense and Sehun bites his lip. He sits up and wraps his arms around Lu Han who have leaned back on him. Just then he realized that he doesn't care. He likes Lu Han and if he doesn't like him back he won't mind, not anymore.
"I've liked you since the moment you smiled up at me with you warm smile. Your eyes wrinkle in the sides every time you do, did you know that?" Lu Han doesn't answer so he continues. "You feel like the warm sun on a winter day, Lu Han. Warm and welcoming and I fell for that Lu Han, not your body or how you use your mouth sinfully." He presses a kiss on Lu Han's ear. "And if you don't want me in that way I won't mind. Just let me stay by your side."
"Sehun," Lu Han turns to look at him. "I'm not a good person. I'm not what you think I am, warm and welcoming. I'm the exact opposite of that. I'm cold and I like to play with people's feelings."
Sehun tightens his hold around Lu Han. "I don't care."
"You know," Lu Han turns to look at Sehun but never meeting his eye. "You're not the only one I've been fucking in the office." Lu Han says the last few words quietly that Sehun's not sure if he had heard them right.
He cups Lu Han's face anyway. "I don't care even if you've murdered a person or if you have five extra limbs. I like you."
Lu Han finally meets his gaze, lips trembling. "I don't deserve you, Sehun."
"Don't do this to me." Sehun clings harder to Lu Han. "Lu Han." He cries. Lu Han just stands up and walks to his personal comfort room. Sehun just waits and waits but Lu Han never comes out.
-
"What's with the pout?" Jongin asks as he sets down a cup of coffee on Sehun's desk. Sehun looks up, and just shrugs.
"Nothing." Sehun turns back to his monitor but takes a deliberate sip of his coffee burning his tongue.
Jongin pulls the chair beside Sehun. "Dude, are you seriously lying to me? Me? Your friend of 10 years?"
Sehun leans back on his chair. He wants to cry and trash and sweep Lu Han off his feet but he knows he's not in any position of doing that.
"I'm just tired." Sehun grumbles.
Jongin sits up. "Sehun." His tone was so serious it makes Sehun look up. "If this is about Lu Han then I'm here to listen, you know that right? I know what has been going on between you two- no wait the whole office knows."
Sehun stares at him wide-eyed. "What?"
Jongin rolls his eyes. "Your moans and 'fuck Lu Han's' were very loud man, you can practically hear it all over the building. Plus you've got that sex hair going on right after you leave the bathroom or Lu Han's office. It's not really that hard to figure out."
Sehun reddens. "So what you've been enjoying some live show?"
"Hold up man, don't be like that." Jongin holds his hands up in surrender. "Anyway, I'm not going to say that it's okay or there are tons of fish in the sea and all those shit. All I can say is I'm here for you man, I'll always will be."
Sehun smiles and pats Jongin on his shoulder. "Thanks."
Something catches Jongin's attention and Sehun follow his gaze. He turns to see Lu Han laughing along with one of the new interns, Minseok. He sees Lu Han lay a tentative hand on Minseok's forearm and sees how his hand lingers a little longer than usual.
Jongin squeezes his hand and he just gives a small smile.
-
Lu Han decides to leave the office earlier than the usual. As much as he can, he wants to avoid any contact with Sehun. He opens his door but stops dead when he hears a familiar voice. He peeks from behind his door and sees Sehun and Jongin fixing their things.
"I'm telling you man," Jongin says in between munches of his sandwich. "He's a real catch. You're gonna like him."
Sehun purses his pink lips that Lu Han misses so much. "I don't know, I don't wanna hurt his feelings. What if I don't like him."
"It's pretty much impossible. He's really good looking," He starts ticking off his fingers. "He's really tall and he's really smart. He's also a bit on the shy side but all in all he's okay. He's also got a thing with his eyes, they're kind of blackish around the edges it's got this smoky eye thing going on."
"What did you say his name was again?" Sehun asks.
"Zitao, Huang Zitao and he's from Qingdao. In China. It's gonna solve your fetish for Chinese men." Jongin smirks.
Sehun shoves him. "Shut up man. I don't have a fetish for Chinese men." He stuffs his laptop inside his briefcase. "Anyway, when am I meeting him?"
"Friday night, 7PM at the sushi restaurant I was always talking about." Jongin says excitedly.
Lu Han slowly closes the door to drown the noises. He knows Sehun deserves this, he deserves someone better than him.
But why does he feel so betrayed? He was the one who had pushed him away, told him to stay away from him. He feels crushed and hurt and he wants to run up to him and tell him not to go.
But for what? To play with his feelings?
Sehun wasn't only a good fuck, he was also a boy friend material. Lu Han loved the way Sehun would wipe his bangs away from his face or how Sehun would fix his tie for him. He also loves how his Korean was better than his despite him being Chinese.
Lu Han closes his eyes because he can't afford to be selfish anymore.
Friday came and Lu Han was jumpy, always glancing at the clock to check the time. Jongdae, his assistant, gives him a weird look to which he would just smile at.
He decides to stay past 6. He doesn't want to go home to his lonely apartment. It's spacious and bright and it's everything he had ever wanted. But something's missing and he knows what it is.
Or who.
So he stands up.
He runs to the elevator, furiously pushing at the button. The ride down was painfully slow and as soon as the elevator opens he runs out as fast as he could. Seoul tonight was cold and his lungs were filled with cold air but his thighs were burning. He runs and runs until he arrives outside Sehun's apartment complex.
He runs up the stairs and runs to the door at the end of the hall. He takes a deep breath before knocking.
Alot of scenarios had played in his head and questions popping inside. What if Sehun and Zitao decided to stay home? What if Tao opens the door? What if he walks in on them?
"Lu Han?" Sehun's voice makes him jump. Sehun looks at him with a worried look.
"Er.. hi!" Lu Han gives him a warm smile he tries to look as bright as he can. "I was just in the uh.. neighborhood. I though I could pop in and say hi."
Sehun gives him a weird look. "Have you been running? Why are you all sweaty and breathless?"
"I uh..." Lu Han closes his eyes and starts breathing through his nose in an attempt to calm his nerves. "Can I come in?"
Later Lu Han sits on the couch with a mug of cold water on hand fresh from the shower that Sehun had insisted he'd take. Now he's in Sehun clothes and Lu Han feels homier than he normally feels in his own clothes.
"So why are you exactly here?" Sehun asks, cocking an eyebrow.
Lu Han gives him a shy look. "Am I interrupting you? Are you supposed to be somewhere else?" He glances at the clock that says 6:45.
Sehun frowns. "Why do you say that?"
"Just answer the question." Lu Han presses.
"Well I-"
"Don't go." Lu Han says, fixing his gaze on the mug. His grip on it was so hard his knuckles turned white. He feels Sehun's gaze at him but he doesn't return the favor. "Don't go." He repeats a little louder.
"I know I'm selfish and stupid and probably the company's slut but I can't afford to lose you Sehun. You've earned your rightful throne inside my heart and what's a throne if no one sits on it right?" Lu Han chuckles. "I'm so bad at this. You probably hate me and I don't blame you, I hate myself too."
The next thing Lu Han knows he's sitting on Sehun's lap, Sehun's arms wrapped securely around Lu Han's body.
"I don't hate you." Sehun says, a smile in his voice. "In fact, I think I like you more."
Lu Han turns to look at Sehun. "What? What about Zitao?"
"Well Zitao is-hey! You've been spying on me!" Sehun says, laughing at Lu Han's shocked face.
"I-I wasn't! I just happened to hear your conversation with Jongin." He slaps Sehun on his arm.
"Yeah right." He smiles and looks at Lu Han. "So.. are we like..?"
Lu Han nods. "I'll try my best."
Sehun leans in and kisses Lu Han. He wraps his arms around his waist and Lu Han wraps his around Sehun's neck. It wasn't like the other kisses they have shared, it was slow and soft and sweet and Lu Han realized that he has never tasted Sehun's lips like this; they were soft and warm.
"I want you." Lu Han says against Sehun's lips. Sehun nods and pulls Lu Han tighter as he stands up, Lu Han wrapping his legs around Sehun's waist. The walk to the room was clumsy and filled with bumping against the wall that has them laughing. When Sehun sets down Lu Han on the bed he tightens his legs around Sehun's waist.
Sehun kisses Lu Han's nose. "I need to take my clothes off and I've placed my lube in the bathroom."
Lu Han rolls his eyes and grabs at Sehun's collar to press a kiss on his mouth. "Hurry back."
Sehun was back in the room in a flash. Lu Han pulls him down and he straddles him. He pulls Sehun's shirt off and starts peppering his chest with kisses. Sehun unbuttons Lu Han's shirt and maneuvers the both of them so he's on top. He kisses Lu Han's torso, paying extra attention to his pink nipples. He trails down and runs his tongue over Lu Han's belly button.
He hurriedly unzips Lu Han's trousers and pulls it down along with his boxers. He pumps Lu Han until his cock was fully erect, lying stiff against his stomach. Sehun hurriedly takes off the rest of his clothes. He crawls to Lu Han and grabs at Lu Han's thighs and pulls them back, Lu Han's legs opened widely and Sehun licks his lips in fascination.
He leans in and starts kissing Lu Han's outer thighs to his inner thighs while rubbing soothing circles around his ankle. Lu Han writhes and bucks his hips up. Sehun lays an authoritative hand on Lu Han's belly to keep him from moving. He moves closer to his crotch and Sehun's takes Lu Han's balls in between his teeth earning a moan of approval from Lu Han. He licks until he reaches Lu Han's hole. He gives a shy lick until he's practically shoving his tongue down.
"S-Sehun.." Lu Han grabs at Sehun's hair, pulling and shoving his ass up Sehun's face. Lu Han looks at him as he worships his tight hole. Lu Han meets Sehun's lustful stare and he feels he's going to release his load with that.
Sehun takes the lube he'd placed beside Lu Han and coats his fingers. He inserts his middle finger first and immediately finds Lu Han's prostrate. He continues playing with it until he inserts his index finger, slowly scissoring him and Lu Han bites his lip in pain. The third finger slides in and Lu Han sighs in pleasure.
"P-put it in." Lu Han says, already in a hazy state. Sehun leans in and kisses Lu Han open mouthed. He inserts his tongue and plays with Lu Han's soft muscle. He kneels and guides his cock in. They both moan in pleasure as Sehun fills Lu Han to the brim. He didn't give Lu Han time to adjust and started pulling it out and thrusts it in hard and deep.
"Fuck!" Lu Han cries as Sehun continuously pounds into him. The bed was creaking and bumping along with them and Lu Han and Sehun had never felt this good. Lu Han cries out at a particular thrust.
Sehun takes Lu Hans legs and places them on his shoulders, giving him more access. He leans in to kiss Lu Han and the new angles has Lu Han mewling against Sehun's lips.
"I'm going to fucking bend you in half." Sehun says and snapped his hips harshly. "A-ah, yes." Lu Han answers and he entangles his hair on Sehun's hair. He wraps his hand around Lu Han's aching cock and started stroking him.
"I'm c-close." Lu Han says and Sehun thrusts faster matching his pace with his stroke around Lu Han's dick. And slowly he feels Lu Han clench around him and he was coming, covering him and Lu Han with Lu Han's come, a loud 'Sehun, Sehun, Sehun' spilling out of his lips. Sehun came after, releasing inside Lu Han that has Lu Han sighing in content.
Sehun pulls out of Lu Han and lies beside him. He brushes the hair and sweat out of his forehead just like he always does and plants a kiss on his forehead. Lu Han snuggles closer to Sehun wrapping his arms and legs around him tightly.
"I'll never let you go." Lu Han says against Sehun's skin.
Sehun chuckles and wraps his arms around Lu Han's tiny frame. "I'll never leave you."
And they slept like that, snuggled close in each other's arms.
-
Sehun wakes up earlier than Lu Han. He watches as Lu Han breathes softly, naked and beautiful on top of his crisp white sheets. He pulls the duvet over his body and presses a soft kiss on his temple.
He stands up and makes breakfast for two, enjoying the fact that he'll have to start cooking for two. After he sets the table he walks back to his room and sees Lu Han lying on his chest, his feet crossing and uncrossing as he concentrates on his iPad.
Sehun leans against the door frame and he realizes he can get used to seeing this, Luhan naked on his bed as he makes breakfast. He jumps in with Lu Han, pressing a kiss on the side of his head.
"Good morning." Sehun says against Lu Han's soft brown locks.
Lu Han turns to peck at Sehun's lips. "It is indeed."
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since it's my first fic i would really appreciate it if you guys commented, negative or positive i'd like them~
Pairing: HunHan
Raiting: R
Genre: Smut, office!au
Length: 6584 words
Summary: Sehun likes the new Auditor
A/N: This is my debut story so I'm really sorry for the awkward transitions and etc, don't send me hate!!
"Dude is that drool over your chin?!" Jongin asks disgustingly.
Sehun quickly snaps out of his trance and wipes his chin to which he only felt warm skin against his finger tips. He turns to glare at Jongin who proceeds to laugh at him.
"It's not funny." Sehun balls up one of the unused balance sheets and throws it at Jongin landing inside his mouth. He quickly stops laughing and chokes on the paper.
"Not cool man." Jongin says as he chucks the paper in the trash can. "You've got serious problems."
"You're the one who needs improvement in all aspects of your life particularly in your humor." Sehun snaps and turns to work on his computer.
Jongin rolls his eyes. "You always do this, pinning everything on me when in fact you're the one who has problems."
Sehun leans back on his revolving chair and turns to look at Jongin. "Well what would you do if you were me?"
Jongin shrugs. "I'd go up to him and ask him out. Easy as 123."
Sehun huffs. "Easier said than done." He turns to look at the smiling auditor, Lu Han. He's the newest member of the accounting staff of one of Seoul's top companies. He's a graduate of Beijing School of Business and apparently he's a real genius.
He chats animatedly with another Chinese import Song Qian with her long hair and steely smile and Sehun clenches his jaw.
Jongin chuckles. "Now you're getting jealous over a girl? This is rich."
"Dickhead."
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The first time they talk was when they bumped into each other in the copying room. Sehun was huffing as he tried operating the jammed copying machine. Lu Han interrupts with a soft 'may i?' and he taps a few buttons and the copying machine springs back to life.
Sehun reddens in embarrassment. Lu Han's been here for about a month and he already knows how to operate the damn machine while he's been here for about a year and he still gets lost when he tries to find the head's office.
Lu Han proceeds to asking him a couple of questions and Sehun winces as his lisp appears, tripping over his words and Lu Han just smiles like the angel he is and Sehun finds himself staring at the wrinkles by his eyes.
They also meet in the elevator on their way down to the lobby. Sehun walks into the elevator with his jacket slung lazily over his shoulder and hand inside his pocket. The elevator door almost closes when a hand extends and the elevator door retreats back and a breathless Lu Han appears. He seems to be equally taken aback, doe-like eyes turning into a pair of o's.
They've been taking the elevator later than anyone else since then.
Whenever they talk Sehun takes pleasure in studying the man from his soft brown curls to his sparkly eyes to the soft bump of his nose to the pair of beautiful pink lips. He also noticed a mole on his ear and a scar on his cheek to which Lu Han said he'd gotten when he climbed a tall tree behind their school building to get into the soccer team.
And with each time they talk Sehun finds himself falling harder for the Chinese man, unaware of buying two cups of coffee in the morning and handing it out to Lu Han and he snaps back to reality and realized what he'd done when Lu Han's hand touches his as he takes the cup of warm coffee from him, his hand equally warm.
"Wow you've got it bad, you're even humming songs from the 80's." Jongin says one day while they're eating ramen at the break room.
Sehun rolls his eyes. "You're just jealous because I've got someone to like and you're a lonely soul."
Jongin flicks the empty ramen packet at him. "You are such an ass." Jongin takes a mouthful of ramen. "So any plans of telling him how you feel?"
Sehun chokes on his ramen. "Why the hell would I do that?!"
"Because you want his D as much as he wants yours." Jongin smirks. Sehun leans back on his chair and crosses his arms together.
"Okay first, I don't like Lu Han in that kind of way. I'd totally wait for him if he doesn't wanna do it. And second he doesn't want the D Jongin because he's a straight headed person unlike someone I know." Sehun huffs.
Jongin throws his head back in laughter. "Oh God I've never seen anyone try so hard to defend himself. Good job man."
Sehun starts eating his noodles again. "Why am I even friends with you."
Later that night he and Lu Han waited for the elevator together, casually talking about work and the weather. They went in simultaneously inside the elevator still talking about the latest office gossip.
Lu Han suddenly moves forward to take a loose thread out of Sehun's dress shirt. Lu Han's face was inches from his and he could swear he can smell his shampoo; a mix between peppermint and strawberries. Lu Han looks up and smiles up at him as he shows him the thread. "Got it."
And Sehun was tipped off the edge. He cups the older man's face and leans down to capture Lu Han's soft lips. They were softer than he had ever imagined and he presses himself closer, crushing the soft lips. He felt Lu Han's tight grip on his shirt and he's not sure if the latter wanted him to continue or not.
But he never had the chance to ask. The elevator pings open and he lets Lu Han go. Lu Han's eyes widen before he hastily leaves the elevator. Sehun touches his lips, he can still feel the buzzing as his fingertips trace his lip and it takes him awhile to finally register what had just happened and he dry heaves before he repeatedly bumps his head on the elevator wall.
The ride home in the bus was uncomfortable. He leans his head against the cold glass, calculating if he could crack his skull in one blow. He decides it's impossible when the bus signals his stop. The moment he gets home he falls face-first on his sofa groaning because his nose felt uncomfortable. He feels like his chest was about to burst and his head was throbbing and he just wants to be buried six feet below the ground.
He decides that he's too hyperactive to sleep so he proceeds to continue his work at home. He takes his laptop out of his briefcase and turns it on. He goes to the kitchen and brews a week's worth of coffee.
The next day he's technically a walking corpse. He barely had sleep from all the coffee he had drank and the never ending nagging thoughts. He walks to his desk and almost loses consciousness as soon as he sits down. Jongin just rolled his eyes and left the boy alone.
Sehun's not even surprised when Lu Han calls him in to his office. He can feel Jongin's worried stare as he walks to the room. He flashes him a reassured smile before he pushes the door open.
Lu Han sits on the revolving chair. He had his eyes closed and Sehun decides he looks like one of those antique porcelain dolls. His skin looked like they were made of ceramics, fragile and easily breakable, his cheeks slightly pink and his eyes looked like they were painted on by one of China's best artisans. His hands were clasped together and Sehun's balance sheets scattered on top of his desk. He walked in slowly and gave a 90 degree bow.
"How may I help you sir?" Sehun says and he clenches his hands, his voice was wobbly and his lisp more prominent.
Lu Han opens his eyes and smiles. "Ah Sehun, there you are. I need to talk to you about the balance sheets you've submitted yesterday and the ones you've emailed me last night."
"What about them sir?" He bites his lip, he's already bracing himself for the worse.
Lu Han sighs and picks one of the balance sheets. "Well, I have never seen this many errors since my first semester in BSB."
"I'm sorry sir, I'll do them again." Sehun closes his eyes. He feels relieved that the man had let bygones be bygones. Sehun even admires him because of his professionalism.
"Good!" Lu Han smiles widely revealing rows of beautiful white teeth and Sehun bites his tongue because he wants to run it over them. "Now before you do that I need to point out some questions and errors."
Lu Han stands up from his seat and starts pacing behind Sehun. Each step being taken deliberately. Sehun doesn't know why but his heart seems to be in sync with Lu Han's steps, too entranced with Lu Han's quiet steps he almost jumps 5ft when he feels hot breath behind his ears.
"You have to do everything I say, alright?" Lu Han says voice so low it sends shivers down Sehun's spine. "Now stand in front of my desk with your back on me."
Confused, Sehun does what he's told. He takes three steps and his knees bump against the wood.
"Good. Now," He hears Lu Han shift from one foot to another. "Bend down against my desk."
Sehun's eyes were about to pop out of his sockets. did he hear it right? Did he actually ask him to bend over his desk? He was about to look at Lu Han when he's pushed down to the desk, his nose almost breaking from the impact.
"That's good. Now, shall we start?" Lu Han asks clearly amused. Sehun's heart was beating fast against his chest. What was Lu Han planning? And why does he feel excited? He gives a nod and Lu Han proceeds.
"First, you've recorded the wrong transactions in the wrong accounts. Why did you record the new office supplies as long term assets?"
"Sir I-"
SMACK!
Sehun's not sure what had just happened. He's not even sure if this was reality. He's not sure but he thinks Lu Han had just slapped his ass with a leather belt. He tried turning around but Lu Han had slapped his ass again.
And now he's sure, the stinging sensation seeping down to his core and he's not sure why and how but he felt his cock twitch in excitement.
"Keep your head down." Lu Han says in an authoritative voice that has Sehun shoving his face down the table surface. "Moving on to the next item. You've also recorded the new furniture as expense." SMACK!
"You've written the wrong price."
SMACK!
"The ending balance are not matching."
SMACK!
"You didn't deduct the expense and last month's net income is overstated."
SMACK! SMACK! SMACK!
Sehun was fighting back the tears. His ass was stinging and his cock was aching to be touched. A few more smacks and Lu Han stops. He sits on his revolving chair and watches as Sehun struggles.
He smiles. "I like seeing you like that. You may go now."
Sehun slowly gets up and walks out of the room. He had to cover up his boner until he got to the rest room and jerked off until he was coming, feeling spent.
He decides to stay longer and Sehun watches as people come and go from the office. He sees Lu Han smiling at the people with his doe like eyes and warm smile and he just can't place how the man from the office, authoritative and strict, to this man, all soft smiles and warm personality.
As Lu Han enters the elevator he quickly enters too and has Lu Han pinned against the elevator wall, hands trapped in Sehun's tight grip.
"Sehun I-"
And Sehun's capturing his lips again in between his teeth. He ravaged it like it was one of his favorite chewing gum that has Lu Han mewling against him. He cups the older man's face as he tightens his grip around Lu Han's wrists. He swipes his tongue across Lu Han's lower lip and he's surprised that he opens his mouth. He runs his tongue over the man's teeth and moves to give Lu Han's tongue a slight nudge before they start battling for dominance.
When the elevator pings open they part and Sehun watches as a trail of saliva stretches between them. He looks at Lu Han, pink cheeks and breathless and eyes filled with lust and he thinks he's most beautiful like that. "I'll make sure there are no more errors on the balance sheets sir."
The next day Lu Han calls him again to his office and has his ass gets hit with Lu Han's leather belt again. He didn't know why but he purposely recorded the wrong data, even to the smallest details. He wanted to stay longer at the suffocating office.
This time Lu Han reaches out to grab Sehun's crotch while he was bent over the desk and he feels like he was gonna come right then and there. Lu Han palms him for a couple of times before he was coming in his trousers.
Lu Han lets him go with a small smile and a 'do them again.'
Later they make out in the elevator, Sehun's thighs in between Lu Han's crotch and he lets the older man grind his way to his release, having the pleasure of seeing the man's face reach his climax with a small 'fuck!'
The next day Lu Han pulls him to the office restroom where he gives Sehun a blow job. It starts off with a make out session until Lu Han's hand trails down at Sehun's zipper. He pulls it down slowly and pulls his trousers and briefs at the same time and kneeling simultaneously.
He takes the base of Sehun's cock and stroked it until it was hard enough. He gives an almost shy lick at the head and Sehun grabs at Lu Han's brown locks. Lu Han looks at him from his lashes before he takes Sehun whole and Sehun arches his back, bumping his head against the stall. Lu Han runs his tongue on the underside and takes Sehun's balls in between his teeth.
Sehun pants and encourages Lu Han with 'yeah, right there.' and 'yes baby, you're so good' and Lu Han scraped his teeth at the slit at the word baby and Sehun was coming, releasing his seed down Lu Han's throat. Lu Han swallows and even sucks after Sehun's orgasm earning an extra ooze. He stands up and Sehun yanks him for a kiss and he can taste himself and Lu Han and it's the best flavor he's ever tasted.
"You're fucking him aren't you?!" Jongin says and Sehun almost falls from his chair.
He glared at him and at his co-workers who were now looking at him with interest. "Can you at least lower your voice?!" He hisses at Jongin. "And no we're not."
Jongin snorts. "Yeah right. You've got the after-sex glow Sehun, I know an after-sex glow when I see one."
"Well you've got it wrong." Sehun stands up and stretches. "All wrong."
Someone clears his throat and Sehun turns around to see a smiling Lu Han. "Everything all right here?" Sehun and Jongin nods simultaneously. Sehun trails his gaze down to Lu Han's body that looked spectacular in his work suit.
"Good. Work harder." Sehun watches as the man walks away to the next department, hips swaying sexily. Sehun licks his lips unconsciously.
"Christ you do have it bad." Jongin laughs and Sehun shoves him.
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It's been three weeks since Lu Han and Sehun's encounter, not that Sehun was keeping track of anything. The monthly evaluation was coming up and everyone in the office was either arriving extra early or leaving extra late.
Sehun and Jongin were fixing their ties when Lu Han's assistant calls for Sehun. He smiles apologetically at Jongin before he marches off to Lu Han's office.
Lu Han sits on his chair, a smile playing on his lips. Sehun clenches his fist, lust already taking course through his body. Lu Han stands up and walks behind Sehun. He lays both of his hands on either side of Sehun's shoulders and uses them as leverage as as he tiptoes up to whisper on his ear.
"You want me to give you a nice evaluation right?" Lu Han asks, voice low and soft. He skims his nose back and fourth Sehun's earlobe before taking it between his teeth and running his tongue over the soft cartilage.
Sehun shivers and gives a curt nod, unable to speak.
Lu Han moves down to the expanse of Sehun's neck, biting and sucking until the milky white skin turns from red to blue and violet. Sehun hisses and grabs at Lu Han's hand and Lu Han smiles against Sehun's skin.
"Lie on your back." Lu Han says in between kisses. Sehun obliges, the carpeted floor soft against his back. Lu Han stares him down hungrily before he moves to straddle Sehun their cocks almost touching.
Lu Han leans down to capture Sehun's lips. The kiss is rough and needy that has Sehun grabbing at Lu Han's waist. Lu Han leaves a trail of kisses until he reaches the collar of Sehun's dress shirt. He eyes the neck tie, he takes it and admires the soft fabric under his fingertips.
"Nice." Lu Han gives an approving nod that has Sehun chuckling. He loosens them and starts undressing Sehun. He takes his suit jacket off before unbuttoning his shirt dress never touching the neck tie. He runs his hand over smooth milky skin, admiring the few abs Sehun has. He leans down and gives an appreciative lick on one of his abs. He moves lower until he reaches Sehun's navel. He looks up and gives a pout at Sehun.
"What?" Sehun asks.
"Well," Lu Han playfully thinks before speaking. "I wish you wouldn't have to wear pants to work."
Sehun chuckles and runs his hands around Lu Han's back. "I won't if you ask nicely."
Lu Han smiles that favorite smile of Sehun's. "Promise?" Sehun nods before sighing and leaning down to kiss Sehun as he slowly undos his zipper.
Sehun's already naked apart from the tie on his neck. Lu Han worships every crevice of Sehun's body with his tongue and Sehun's dick was hard and red, waiting to be penetrated. Lu Han reaches from behind Sehun and kneads on his butt. "I've always admired these babies. I take it back, you have to wear your trousers to work. Your ass looks the best in them."
Sehun smiles. "Yes your majesty." He sits up and wraps his arms around Lu Han. Lu Han's hands entangle themselves to Sehun's messy brown hair. Sehun moves to kiss and suck on Lu Han's neck, marking his territory and making sure they're in the most visible places. He gives a light peck on Lu Han's adam's apple that has him pulling on Sehun's hair.
Sehun slowly undresses Lu Han and as soon as his naked up he takes his rosy buds in between his teeth and playing with the other with his fingers. Lu Han presses his chest against Sehun's face, the dirty sounds prominent in the air.
Lu Han was naked down in a matter of seconds. He presses Sehun back to his old position and straddles him again, their dicks touching. Lu Han throws his head back in pleasure as a steady friction starts. Sehun's grip on Lu Han's waist, leaving crescent shaped marks.
Lu Han grinds faster and stronger until they were both coming on their stomachs, Lu Han's come getting on Sehun's tummy and chest while Lu Han on Sehun's. Lu Han wipes one of Sehun's come with his finger and he slowly puts it in his mouth, sucking and licking until Sehun's all worked up again.
"My my, someone's a little energetic today." Lu Han smiles darkly at Sehun.
Sehun cups Lu Han's ass. "It's your fault, you're too sexy for my liking."
Lu Han leans down and cleans up the rest of the cum on Sehun's chest. He sits back up and cocks his eyebrow at Sehun. "But I don't think that was enough to give you a nice feedback for the evaluation. I think we need a little more... push." Lu Han says, slightly inching his hands closer to Sehun's dick.
Sehun nods, swallowing the saliva that has accumulated in his mouth. "Y-you're right, sir."
Lu Han nods to himself. "Yes, we must do something." He stands up and goes around to his desk before coming back to straddle Sehun, a bottle of lube in his hand. Sehun's breath hitched as he eyed the bottle.
"A-are you sure?" Sehun manages to ask because even if he had fantasized about this for how many times Lu Han always comes first and if he doesn't want to do it then so be it.
But Lu Han's answer has Sehun burning up. "I want you so much, baby. I need you inside of me."
"You mean-" Lu Han cuts him off with a kiss. He smiles at Sehun before uncapping the bottle and taking Sehun's fingers and coating them with a generous amount. He guides his fingers to his hole and Sehun bites his lip at the feel of Lu Han's ring, tight and hot.
He inches one finger in and Lu Han wriggles uncomfortably on top of him. The second finger has Lu Han digging his nails unto Sehun's chest and the third has Lu Han leaning back down on Sehun's as he scissors him open.
But the pain never lasts long and Lu Han starts to fuck Sehun's fingers. He presses a kiss on Sehun's mouth as he rocked back to his fingers. Sehun watches as Lu Han's eyes roll back in pleasure and he tries to circle around his tight hole. Lu Han arches his back at the particular part and Sehun continues to press on it, Lu Han's mewls getting louder and louder.
"Enough." Lu Han says breathlessly, eyes hooded as he stares down at Sehun. He takes out his fingers and positions himself on top of Sehun. He slides down easily and they both groan at the feel, Sehun's dick being milked by Lu Han's hole, he tightens his grip on Lu Han's waist. Slowly he starts moving up and down until he's practically jumping up and down.
"Ah, ah, a-ah," Lu Han goes as he lands back on Sehun's dick. Sehun meets Lu Han, thrusting up fast and sharp. The sound of skin slapping along their moans was the most beautiful music Sehun has ever heard. He sees Lu Han's dick untouched and he practically grabbed on it, earning a loud "Sehun!" and he starts stroking it until Lu Han was coming again on his stomach. He comes a few thrusts later, filling Lu Han to the brim his come seeping out to his own thighs.
Lu Han collapses on top of Sehun and he presses a kiss on top of his curly brown hair. He maneuvers him so that they were lying next to each other, his arm used used by Lu Han as his pillow. He wipes the hair and sweat from Lu Han's sweaty forehead.
"I've always had a fantasy of riding someone in the middle of my office." Lu Han says, voice a bit shaky from a particularly good orgasm.
Sehun chuckles and presses another kiss on top of Lu Han's head. "Well I'm glad i'd made it come true."
Lu Han moves and drapes his legs over Sehun's and burying his on his chest. "Don't do that."
Sehun tries to look at Lu Han. "Do what?"
Lu Han doesn't answer, just presses a soft kiss on his chest. Sehun absent-mindedly traces the back of Lu Han with his finger tips. Lu Han's skin was warm and soft underneath him and he hugs the older man closer to him.
"I like you." Sehun says.
He feels Lu Han still in his arms. Sehun suddenly wants to take back what he had just said, afraid that what he had just said may have destroyed what they've had.
Lu Han sits up, back on Sehun. He sees the latter's back tense and Sehun bites his lip. He sits up and wraps his arms around Lu Han who have leaned back on him. Just then he realized that he doesn't care. He likes Lu Han and if he doesn't like him back he won't mind, not anymore.
"I've liked you since the moment you smiled up at me with you warm smile. Your eyes wrinkle in the sides every time you do, did you know that?" Lu Han doesn't answer so he continues. "You feel like the warm sun on a winter day, Lu Han. Warm and welcoming and I fell for that Lu Han, not your body or how you use your mouth sinfully." He presses a kiss on Lu Han's ear. "And if you don't want me in that way I won't mind. Just let me stay by your side."
"Sehun," Lu Han turns to look at him. "I'm not a good person. I'm not what you think I am, warm and welcoming. I'm the exact opposite of that. I'm cold and I like to play with people's feelings."
Sehun tightens his hold around Lu Han. "I don't care."
"You know," Lu Han turns to look at Sehun but never meeting his eye. "You're not the only one I've been fucking in the office." Lu Han says the last few words quietly that Sehun's not sure if he had heard them right.
He cups Lu Han's face anyway. "I don't care even if you've murdered a person or if you have five extra limbs. I like you."
Lu Han finally meets his gaze, lips trembling. "I don't deserve you, Sehun."
"Don't do this to me." Sehun clings harder to Lu Han. "Lu Han." He cries. Lu Han just stands up and walks to his personal comfort room. Sehun just waits and waits but Lu Han never comes out.
-
"What's with the pout?" Jongin asks as he sets down a cup of coffee on Sehun's desk. Sehun looks up, and just shrugs.
"Nothing." Sehun turns back to his monitor but takes a deliberate sip of his coffee burning his tongue.
Jongin pulls the chair beside Sehun. "Dude, are you seriously lying to me? Me? Your friend of 10 years?"
Sehun leans back on his chair. He wants to cry and trash and sweep Lu Han off his feet but he knows he's not in any position of doing that.
"I'm just tired." Sehun grumbles.
Jongin sits up. "Sehun." His tone was so serious it makes Sehun look up. "If this is about Lu Han then I'm here to listen, you know that right? I know what has been going on between you two- no wait the whole office knows."
Sehun stares at him wide-eyed. "What?"
Jongin rolls his eyes. "Your moans and 'fuck Lu Han's' were very loud man, you can practically hear it all over the building. Plus you've got that sex hair going on right after you leave the bathroom or Lu Han's office. It's not really that hard to figure out."
Sehun reddens. "So what you've been enjoying some live show?"
"Hold up man, don't be like that." Jongin holds his hands up in surrender. "Anyway, I'm not going to say that it's okay or there are tons of fish in the sea and all those shit. All I can say is I'm here for you man, I'll always will be."
Sehun smiles and pats Jongin on his shoulder. "Thanks."
Something catches Jongin's attention and Sehun follow his gaze. He turns to see Lu Han laughing along with one of the new interns, Minseok. He sees Lu Han lay a tentative hand on Minseok's forearm and sees how his hand lingers a little longer than usual.
Jongin squeezes his hand and he just gives a small smile.
-
Lu Han decides to leave the office earlier than the usual. As much as he can, he wants to avoid any contact with Sehun. He opens his door but stops dead when he hears a familiar voice. He peeks from behind his door and sees Sehun and Jongin fixing their things.
"I'm telling you man," Jongin says in between munches of his sandwich. "He's a real catch. You're gonna like him."
Sehun purses his pink lips that Lu Han misses so much. "I don't know, I don't wanna hurt his feelings. What if I don't like him."
"It's pretty much impossible. He's really good looking," He starts ticking off his fingers. "He's really tall and he's really smart. He's also a bit on the shy side but all in all he's okay. He's also got a thing with his eyes, they're kind of blackish around the edges it's got this smoky eye thing going on."
"What did you say his name was again?" Sehun asks.
"Zitao, Huang Zitao and he's from Qingdao. In China. It's gonna solve your fetish for Chinese men." Jongin smirks.
Sehun shoves him. "Shut up man. I don't have a fetish for Chinese men." He stuffs his laptop inside his briefcase. "Anyway, when am I meeting him?"
"Friday night, 7PM at the sushi restaurant I was always talking about." Jongin says excitedly.
Lu Han slowly closes the door to drown the noises. He knows Sehun deserves this, he deserves someone better than him.
But why does he feel so betrayed? He was the one who had pushed him away, told him to stay away from him. He feels crushed and hurt and he wants to run up to him and tell him not to go.
But for what? To play with his feelings?
Sehun wasn't only a good fuck, he was also a boy friend material. Lu Han loved the way Sehun would wipe his bangs away from his face or how Sehun would fix his tie for him. He also loves how his Korean was better than his despite him being Chinese.
Lu Han closes his eyes because he can't afford to be selfish anymore.
Friday came and Lu Han was jumpy, always glancing at the clock to check the time. Jongdae, his assistant, gives him a weird look to which he would just smile at.
He decides to stay past 6. He doesn't want to go home to his lonely apartment. It's spacious and bright and it's everything he had ever wanted. But something's missing and he knows what it is.
Or who.
So he stands up.
He runs to the elevator, furiously pushing at the button. The ride down was painfully slow and as soon as the elevator opens he runs out as fast as he could. Seoul tonight was cold and his lungs were filled with cold air but his thighs were burning. He runs and runs until he arrives outside Sehun's apartment complex.
He runs up the stairs and runs to the door at the end of the hall. He takes a deep breath before knocking.
Alot of scenarios had played in his head and questions popping inside. What if Sehun and Zitao decided to stay home? What if Tao opens the door? What if he walks in on them?
"Lu Han?" Sehun's voice makes him jump. Sehun looks at him with a worried look.
"Er.. hi!" Lu Han gives him a warm smile he tries to look as bright as he can. "I was just in the uh.. neighborhood. I though I could pop in and say hi."
Sehun gives him a weird look. "Have you been running? Why are you all sweaty and breathless?"
"I uh..." Lu Han closes his eyes and starts breathing through his nose in an attempt to calm his nerves. "Can I come in?"
Later Lu Han sits on the couch with a mug of cold water on hand fresh from the shower that Sehun had insisted he'd take. Now he's in Sehun clothes and Lu Han feels homier than he normally feels in his own clothes.
"So why are you exactly here?" Sehun asks, cocking an eyebrow.
Lu Han gives him a shy look. "Am I interrupting you? Are you supposed to be somewhere else?" He glances at the clock that says 6:45.
Sehun frowns. "Why do you say that?"
"Just answer the question." Lu Han presses.
"Well I-"
"Don't go." Lu Han says, fixing his gaze on the mug. His grip on it was so hard his knuckles turned white. He feels Sehun's gaze at him but he doesn't return the favor. "Don't go." He repeats a little louder.
"I know I'm selfish and stupid and probably the company's slut but I can't afford to lose you Sehun. You've earned your rightful throne inside my heart and what's a throne if no one sits on it right?" Lu Han chuckles. "I'm so bad at this. You probably hate me and I don't blame you, I hate myself too."
The next thing Lu Han knows he's sitting on Sehun's lap, Sehun's arms wrapped securely around Lu Han's body.
"I don't hate you." Sehun says, a smile in his voice. "In fact, I think I like you more."
Lu Han turns to look at Sehun. "What? What about Zitao?"
"Well Zitao is-hey! You've been spying on me!" Sehun says, laughing at Lu Han's shocked face.
"I-I wasn't! I just happened to hear your conversation with Jongin." He slaps Sehun on his arm.
"Yeah right." He smiles and looks at Lu Han. "So.. are we like..?"
Lu Han nods. "I'll try my best."
Sehun leans in and kisses Lu Han. He wraps his arms around his waist and Lu Han wraps his around Sehun's neck. It wasn't like the other kisses they have shared, it was slow and soft and sweet and Lu Han realized that he has never tasted Sehun's lips like this; they were soft and warm.
"I want you." Lu Han says against Sehun's lips. Sehun nods and pulls Lu Han tighter as he stands up, Lu Han wrapping his legs around Sehun's waist. The walk to the room was clumsy and filled with bumping against the wall that has them laughing. When Sehun sets down Lu Han on the bed he tightens his legs around Sehun's waist.
Sehun kisses Lu Han's nose. "I need to take my clothes off and I've placed my lube in the bathroom."
Lu Han rolls his eyes and grabs at Sehun's collar to press a kiss on his mouth. "Hurry back."
Sehun was back in the room in a flash. Lu Han pulls him down and he straddles him. He pulls Sehun's shirt off and starts peppering his chest with kisses. Sehun unbuttons Lu Han's shirt and maneuvers the both of them so he's on top. He kisses Lu Han's torso, paying extra attention to his pink nipples. He trails down and runs his tongue over Lu Han's belly button.
He hurriedly unzips Lu Han's trousers and pulls it down along with his boxers. He pumps Lu Han until his cock was fully erect, lying stiff against his stomach. Sehun hurriedly takes off the rest of his clothes. He crawls to Lu Han and grabs at Lu Han's thighs and pulls them back, Lu Han's legs opened widely and Sehun licks his lips in fascination.
He leans in and starts kissing Lu Han's outer thighs to his inner thighs while rubbing soothing circles around his ankle. Lu Han writhes and bucks his hips up. Sehun lays an authoritative hand on Lu Han's belly to keep him from moving. He moves closer to his crotch and Sehun's takes Lu Han's balls in between his teeth earning a moan of approval from Lu Han. He licks until he reaches Lu Han's hole. He gives a shy lick until he's practically shoving his tongue down.
"S-Sehun.." Lu Han grabs at Sehun's hair, pulling and shoving his ass up Sehun's face. Lu Han looks at him as he worships his tight hole. Lu Han meets Sehun's lustful stare and he feels he's going to release his load with that.
Sehun takes the lube he'd placed beside Lu Han and coats his fingers. He inserts his middle finger first and immediately finds Lu Han's prostrate. He continues playing with it until he inserts his index finger, slowly scissoring him and Lu Han bites his lip in pain. The third finger slides in and Lu Han sighs in pleasure.
"P-put it in." Lu Han says, already in a hazy state. Sehun leans in and kisses Lu Han open mouthed. He inserts his tongue and plays with Lu Han's soft muscle. He kneels and guides his cock in. They both moan in pleasure as Sehun fills Lu Han to the brim. He didn't give Lu Han time to adjust and started pulling it out and thrusts it in hard and deep.
"Fuck!" Lu Han cries as Sehun continuously pounds into him. The bed was creaking and bumping along with them and Lu Han and Sehun had never felt this good. Lu Han cries out at a particular thrust.
Sehun takes Lu Hans legs and places them on his shoulders, giving him more access. He leans in to kiss Lu Han and the new angles has Lu Han mewling against Sehun's lips.
"I'm going to fucking bend you in half." Sehun says and snapped his hips harshly. "A-ah, yes." Lu Han answers and he entangles his hair on Sehun's hair. He wraps his hand around Lu Han's aching cock and started stroking him.
"I'm c-close." Lu Han says and Sehun thrusts faster matching his pace with his stroke around Lu Han's dick. And slowly he feels Lu Han clench around him and he was coming, covering him and Lu Han with Lu Han's come, a loud 'Sehun, Sehun, Sehun' spilling out of his lips. Sehun came after, releasing inside Lu Han that has Lu Han sighing in content.
Sehun pulls out of Lu Han and lies beside him. He brushes the hair and sweat out of his forehead just like he always does and plants a kiss on his forehead. Lu Han snuggles closer to Sehun wrapping his arms and legs around him tightly.
"I'll never let you go." Lu Han says against Sehun's skin.
Sehun chuckles and wraps his arms around Lu Han's tiny frame. "I'll never leave you."
And they slept like that, snuggled close in each other's arms.
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Sehun wakes up earlier than Lu Han. He watches as Lu Han breathes softly, naked and beautiful on top of his crisp white sheets. He pulls the duvet over his body and presses a soft kiss on his temple.
He stands up and makes breakfast for two, enjoying the fact that he'll have to start cooking for two. After he sets the table he walks back to his room and sees Lu Han lying on his chest, his feet crossing and uncrossing as he concentrates on his iPad.
Sehun leans against the door frame and he realizes he can get used to seeing this, Luhan naked on his bed as he makes breakfast. He jumps in with Lu Han, pressing a kiss on the side of his head.
"Good morning." Sehun says against Lu Han's soft brown locks.
Lu Han turns to peck at Sehun's lips. "It is indeed."
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