Simple Challenge
Title: Simple Challenge
Pairing: Selu/Hunhan (side Kaisoo, Chanbaek)
Raiting: PG-13
Genre: Fluff, Girl!Luhan, Baekhyun, Kyungsoo
Length: 2728 words
Summary: Kyungsoo and Baekhyun coaxes Luhan to have sex with her boy friend and Jongin has a really sexy tattoo.
[NOTICE: I changed the title because I just found out that there is a fic (also a selu) with the same title on aff]
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
― The Show, Lenka
"So how did it go?" Baekhyun is practically jumping in her seat the excitement clear on her face as she probes Kyungsoo to speak. Luhan pretends that she's too busy with her milkshake well in fact she's dying to know what happened with Kyungsoo and with her boy friend last night.
The smile that Kyungsoo flashes was not like all the others and Luhan cocks an eyebrow. Was sleeping with her boy friend for the first time really that life changing?
Kyungsoo bites her lip before drinking a generous amount of her Banana milkshake. She looks up at Baekhyun and Luhan before smiling to herself again.
"What the hell Soo, stop smiling like an idiot and tell us what happened!" Baekhyun pulls on one of Kyungsoo's pigtails and Kyungsoo retaliates with a kick on Baekhyun's leg.
"Could you guys not fight?" Luhan says exasperated. She's had enough of these girls fighting everyday. They fight over the smallest things from what flavor of milkshake to buy to what shoe would look good with their top. They both glared at each other before Luhan coaxes Kyungsoo to ignore Baek.
"So okay," Kyungsoo straightens up and leans close to Luhan and Baekhyun. "As usual I went to his place to drop off his homework and then we were sitting on the couch when he suddenly kisses me which quickly escalated into a really hot make out session." Kyungsoo reddens as she remembers her boyfriend's probing tongue inside her mouth.
"And then what happened?" Baekhyun pries. Luhan sits there quietly trying to block out the conversation.
"His hand suddenly went up my skirt and then I felt something in between my legs, a kind of pain. It wasn't your ordinary pain, it kind of felt.. good." Kyungsoo smiles shyly and Baekhyun whimpers. "So I let him move his hand upward until it reached there." Kyungsoo sighs before continuing. "He was so good with his hands I thought I was going to come right then and there. And he wasn't even doing anything yet that time, his big fat finger was just hovering over my clit!"
Baekhyun giggles. "Oh my god Jongin is such a tease!"
Kyungsoo nods in agreement. "He was! I had to buck my hips up to get some friction and the feeling was just..." Kyungsoo bites her lip again. "So anyway he asks if I wanted to take it to the next level and I couldn't just ignore the pain building up between my legs! Plus I wanted those fingers in me so I said yes then he took me to the bed room where he started-"
"Okay." Luhan suddenly says. She stands up and started gathering her stuff. "As much as I want to listen my next class starts in 10 minutes so I'm gonna go ahead."
Baekhyun snorts. "You're always like that Luhan. Whenever we talk about stuff like this you always hurry back to your safe zone."
"You seriously need to get laid! Sehun has been begging to sleep with you but you wouldn't give the boy a chance." Kyungsoo adds.
Luhan cocks an eye brow. "Well that wasn't the case last week, wasn't it?" Luhan refering to their conversation last week when Baek said she sucked Chanyeol's dick for the first time and Kyungsoo had to run to the bathroom to puke out her lunch.
Kyungsoo reddens. "That's not fair!"
Luhan rolls her eyes but smiles. "I'm leaving!"
Luhan has always been like that. She may not admit it directly to herself but the idea of sex just scared her. The fact that a guy puts something inside you and breaking something in the process frightens the shit out of her. Sure she loves her boy friend of three years and sure she's crazy over physical contact with him but she just can't bring herself to have sex with him.
She has heard enough stories from the pain of sex during the first time to the scariest and weirdest things she's heard like when their biology teacher told them this story about a guy whose penis got locked inside the woman's vagina.
Since then Luhan had vowed to herself never to have sex. NEVER.
At least that's what she thinks.
Well in reality Luhan spends her alone time looking at herself in front of the mirror, thinking if she was skinny enough or sexy enough. Did Sehun like skinny girls? Does Sehun want someone like her? Was she pretty enough?
The next day the three of them were back in the same milkshake shop near their university. Luhan had decided to stuff her ears with her earphones while The XX plays just so she can avoid Baekhyun and Kyungsoo's topic on which dildo would best work for Kyungsoo. Luhan just doesn't understand those two.
Just then the shop's atmosphere suddenly changed and the air was suddenly filled with sweat and raging teenage hormones. Chanyeol, Jongin and Sehun comes in to the shop sweaty and sexy as hell from basketball and the girls found themselves almost drooling.
"Hey girl friend." Jongin greets Kyungsoo with a deep kiss. His tattoo-clad right arm automatically wraps around Kyungsoo's thin waist and Kyungsoo giggles because he's teasing her by poking her on her sides.
"How's my cupcake doin?" Chanyeol kisses Baekhyun on the cheek as he sits next to her. "Great. How about you?" Baekhyun answers and she nuzzles Chanyeol's neck despite the sweat. Luhan cringes.
"Hi." Sehun smiles that boyish smile that Luhan has always loved. His eyes turn into a shape of half crescents, his nose crinkles a little, his lips stretch into a beautiful curve and it tugs Luhan's heart.
"Hi." She replies breathless.
Baekhyun snorts. "That's it? No lip action or something?"
Luhan rolls her eyes at Baekhyun before taking Sehun's hand and pulling him out of the shop. They walk hand in hand to Sehun's dorm, asking each other if anything eventful happened that day. Sometimes Luhan thinks that she and Sehun were like an old married couple and she likes it like that. She can never understand how Baek ends up with different boys every week. She's surprised she and Chanyeol had bypassed two weeks (which was Baek's longest relationship) but maybe people do change.
Just like her perception about sex.
She shakes her head and tightens her grip on Sehun's hand. They sat on the couch just cuddling while they listen to Maroon 5 and Sehun quietly sings along, whispering the lyrics to Luhan's ear and she smiles at how sweet her boy friend is. She honestly didn't know that she and Sehun would last this long. Their age gap was a huge issue for Luhan back then but Sehun had been persistent. She looks up at Sehun who smiles at her with his signature boyish smile and she reaches up to wound her arm around his neck to bring him down for a kiss.
Sehun had always been a good kisser. Luhan had most of the time found herself whimpering whenever he pulls away. The way he moves his lips against her was sinfully good, the softness and warmness of his tongue against her own was something that had made Luhan stay up all night. Sehun moves to nip down to the base of Luhan's neck where she likes it the most. Her answering moan ignites something in the both of them and he carefully pushes Luhan away. She looks at him with an alarming look and he smiles at her as he gestures to the forming tent in his jeans.
"Oh." Luhan blushes. She looks up at Sehun who just smiles back at her with those crescent eyes that never fails to take her breath away. Sehun had always been on the polite side. Sure he was cocky and he was sassy and he was cheeky but when it came to Luhan her needs had always been first which explains why Sehun kisses Luhan on the forehead and shuffles awkwardly away from her to the farthest part of the sofa.
But something else bothers Luhan. There was this familair pain in between her legs, possibly the very same one Kyungsoo was talking about earlier when she "overheard" their conversation. The unpleasant feeling is something Luhan had felt these past few weeks everytime Sehun kisses her or just by hugging her from the back. She nervously throws a glance at Sehun who was currently typing away on his smart phone. She gets up, taking her bag with her and dashed out of the door ignoring Sehun's calls for her name.
"I feel so bad for him." Luhan pouts. She felt so awful after going home leaving Sehun alone and needy in his flat that she hasn't even touched her Banana Milkshake that she had always loved.
Baekhyun rolls her eyes. "We've been telling you this the whole semester Luhan, jusyt freaking sleep with him! You guys have been dating for awhile now, I'm sure that's enough to prove how much you love him."
Kyungsoo nods in agreement. "Sex feels really good Luhan, you should go and do it with Sehun. The boy's head over heels for you!"
Luhan, annoyed, leans back on the vinyl counter. "It's not about love okay? I love Sehun so much and I know that he loves me."
Baekhyun let out a jagged breath. "Then what's holding you back?"
Luhan bites her lip. "I- I can't tell you guys."
Kyungsoo looks her down with those pair of probing eyes. "You have got to be kidding me. Just spill it out!"
"You guys have to promise me not to laugh at me." Luhan bites her lip harder this time.
"Dude, we're being serious here. Just get on with it. We've been dying to know for months." Baekhyun deadpanned.
"Well," Luhan starts, playing with the hem of her sweater. "I'm actually.. uh.. scared."
"What?" Baekhyun asks, voice unsure. "You're scared?"
"Of what?" Kyungsoo urges.
"Well.. about sex in general! I'm scared of the pain, they say it's really painful the first time. I don't want to get my hymen broken for Crissakes. Plus I'm also really shy about my body I mean what if i'm not sexy? What if my boobs are too small? My pubic hair too.. fluffy?" Baekhyun and Kyungsoo wrinkle their nose in disgust. "Plus what if my bikini area's dark? I mean wouldn't guys prefer lighter skin tones toward that area?"
"Are you shitting us right now?" Kyungsoo asks incredulously.
"Okay hold up." Baekhyun slams her hands down the table to get their attention. "First of all, yes it is painful but the pain never lasts longer than you think. And second if you're really that awkward with your body then tell Sehun! You may never know if he has kinks with pubic hair."
"You can always get a Brazilian wax you know." Kyungsoo winks at her and Luhan looks at her with horror.
"Plus if you don't think you're sexy then act or dress sexy. Easy as that!" Baekhyun adds.
Luhan shakes her head. "Anyway i've heard enough bizarre stories about sex and there's no way i'm going through with them."
"You're chicken." Baekhyun rolls her eyes.
Luhan drops her head on the table. Why did sex have to be a lot of work?
The next time she and Sehun met was in a bar near Luhan's place. The both of them downed a few shots before going at it at the dance floor, Luhan grinding against Sehun's groin and Sehun's hands all over Luhan's body.Luhan was confused with how she was able to do this and at the same time surprised with how Baek's advice worked. A little while later Sehun leans in to whisper to Luhan, asking her if she wanted to go someplace more intimate. She drunkenly smiled at him and nodded and before she could even ask Sehun if she could go pee first he's pulling her out of the crowded place.
They stumble on their way back to Luhan's place. As soon as the elevator's closed Sehun has her pinned against the marble wall uncaring of the CCTV camera pointed at them. Luhan couldn't move, Sehun has his thigh in between her legs, his hand got a deadly grip on her wrist and the other on the back of her head. She was surprised by Sehun's advances, sure he had showed
When the elevator door pings open Sehun quickly pulls away dragging her along to her apartment. She was having a hard time opening the door when Sehun was peppering her with kisses on her neck and shoulders. After a few unsuccessful attempts of shoving the key in the keyhole the door clicks open and Sehun manuevers her so that he's carrying her over his shoulder.
He drops her on the bed and Luhan couldn't stop from giggling, her mind was swimming and she's not entirely sure if this was real or maybe one of her many wet dreams. Sehun smiles down at her cockily before crawling on top of her. He kisses her gently, completely opposite of what Luhan had expected it to be but she enjoys the warm pair of lips against hers anyway.
"I want you." Sehun says against her lips.
And Luhan stops. Sehun felt it too so he pulls away to look at her straight in the eye. She bites her lip, she wanted Sehun too, always have but she couldn't bring herself to say yes. Her fear of sex was overpowering her needs.
Sehun lets out a breathy sigh before collapsing next to Luhan. The two of them laid down staring up the ceiling as they waited to catch their breaths and for the heat to die down.
"Don't you find me sexy?" Sehun suddenly asks and Luhan almost chokes on her saliva. Sehun looks back at her and she looks for the teasing glint on his eyes he always seem to have but this time it wasn't there. "Answer me." He presses.
She sits up, crossing her legs. Her dress was uncomfortable so it hitches it up showing part of her underwear and Sehun takes one of the pillows and places it on her lap. She smiles at him and leans down to give him a kiss.
She takes Sehun's hand. "It's not that, Sehunnie. I find you really attractive and often times I.. find myself fantasizing about you." She could feel the heat around her face so she avoids Sehun's heavy gaze.
Sehun now sits up to and cradles Luhan's face in his big warm hands. "Then what's the problem? Why won't you make love with me?"
Luhan bites her lip. It's now or never. "Sehun.. I.." She drops her gaze down.
"Perhaps.. you don't think I'm enough?" Sehun whispers the last part and his voice got a little wobbly.
"No, it's not that!" Luhan says fiercely. "I've always wanted you to be my first Sehun!"
"Then why aren't we doing it?" Sehun asks exasperated. "I want it, you want it. Why aren't we doing it?!"
"Because I'm scared alright!" Luhan shouts, her voice ringing in her own ears and probably Sehun's. "I'm scared that my body isn't what you thought it would be, I'm scared that I'd disappoint you because I'm not good.. I'm scared because of the pain.. I'm just.." She sobs and Sehun pulls her down to his chest.
"I'm sorry, baby. I'm so sorry." He whispers against Luhan's forehead. "I've been so selfish, I only cared about my feelings. I never thought how you would feel."
Luhan shakes her head gripping Sehun's shirt tightly. "No, if anyone here's selfish it's got to be me." Luhan says pulling away from
Sehun to wipe her tears. Sehun also wipes them for her. "I'm just lucky you never left me."
Sehun shakes his head. "I would never leave you, baby." He smiles down at her. "I'm just relieved, I thought you didn't want me."
"So.." Luhan trails off. "What do you wanna do tonight?"
"I think we both know what we wanna do." Sehun smiles knowingly at Luhan.
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"YOU BOTH ENDED UP PLAYING JENGA?!" Baekhyun shrieks and Chanyeol tries to calm her down. "HAVE YOU TWO LOST IT?"
Luhan laughs. "Maybe."
"Anyway, we decided to do it on our 4th anniversary." Sehun smiles down at Luhan and gives her a kiss on her forehead. "Didn't we baby?"
"You guys are so cute." Kyungsoo says putting a fry in her mouth.
Jongin nuzzles her. "You're cuter."
"You guys are mental. I'm out of here." Baekhyun gets up and stalks out of the store. Chanyeol follows with a 'cupcake wait up!'
Kyungsoo chuckles. "Don't mind Baekhyun, I think she's just jealous with you two."
Luhan smiles. "Well she's got a lot to be jealous about indeed." Luhan agrees and buries her face on her boy friend's broad chest.
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a/n: I wanted to write a selu fluff for all those selu shippers who are really sad because of Luhan's departure from EXO. I hope I managed to cheer you guys up! Tell me what you think~