everybody knows im a mothafuckin monsta
soo, i havent written in forever (what else is new) sooo i guess hmmm...me and glen are officially dating. hes great and treats me amazingly. my birthday was epic, (even though i got hammered and cried cause i felt alone even though i was surrounded by people) libs moved out into his own house, the big one at the end of gardiners, its awesome there and I love chillin w him there. i feel like theres so much that has happened but no way to explain it all. I had west nile virus, that shit sucked. It made it hard for me to walk and whatnot. I;ve been thinking about ray a lot lately, kinda wish I wasnt thinking about him. he plagues my brain and it sucks because theres no point in dwelling in the past, even though thats what i mainly do. Why is it so hard for me to let go? in a way, im extremely good at it and in a way i hold on like a mothafucka. UHHHH my head is swirling with so many memories and guilts i cant even think straight.I hit a writers block, so my head is overflowing with too many things. i saw jay z and eminem, the show was epic, beyonce, nicki minaj, drake, dr dre, mary j blige, swizz beats memphis bleak, and kanye west were all there, i feel like im deff forgetting someone. i hate pf changs but cant afford unemployment right now...fmllll
*jessieandthedizziness*
*jessieandthedizziness*