mucho pointless entry

[imnotyourstar48]

im afraid to write in here.
cuz whats really on my mind...i dont want known.
i want it to go away like it was never there at all.
i want to ignore it, and feel free.
please dont ask me what this is about.

happy belated valentine's day, though. lol hope it was good day for everyone, even if it was your single awareness day. i know i had fun...andrew got me a dozen roses(beautiful) and some candy that we had inside jokes about. lol. and the cutest card. it was really thoughtful, and makes me smile. unfortunately, he had a class to go to, so we didnt get to hang out as much as we wanted.

today was our 6 months. yay! after almost having to watch a movie with his mom(long story) we went to the suwanee park(haha just us) and chilled there. andrew got the crap scared out of him by a lil kid. it was so cute. unfortunately he got sick to his stomach on the tire swing, so we didnt get to stay at the lake for long.

bad timing i guess.

but thats nothing new....

Let Me Go
(just a song that i love)

One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]
You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm tore between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you dont know who I am
So let me go
Let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]
You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm tore between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you dont know who I am
So let me go
Just Let me goo...
Let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I knowww..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows

[Chorus]
You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm tore between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you dont know Who I am
So let me go
Just let me go

and you me but you dont
you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont know who I am
and you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont know me