a beautiful baby blue, sky that's looking up at you, now watch it fade away...
today hasn't been the best of days. in fact, it has been downright miserable.
started with just 2 hours of sleep. no clue why.
i just bought another cd. i had to. they finally put it up on smartpunk.
no work tomorrow. what to do. ohh the possibilities.(sense the sarcasm?)
the day actually started with being ignored and avoided yesterday. not cool. i wish people could just say no, instead of playing it off to avoid hurting someone's feelings. when the latter hurts oh so much more.it's happened to me a million times before, why should i expect anything different?
and if i'm wrong about all this, then i appologize, but i still feel like i deserve to be pissed off. and i really don't want to listen to any more excuses as to what happened. but i know i would because i'm soft like that. i'm just fed up with all this. the way i see it now is that you want to be left alone and that all i am doing is bothering you, so you won't hear, or rather read, another word from me. i'll let you slip away.
i'm tired of being the one that's hanging on to something that isn't there, clinging to what never was and will never be. why can't someone else feel the way about me as i have about others? it never seems to work that way.
at times like these i always go right to the early november. and once again, i connect with the songs so much more when i am feeling the feeling in the song and i just get it, and know exactly what he was writing about.
'it's a faster growing green
that flows through
these leaves
i have
i try
i guess we'll be allright
way to try
i got a line for you from me
better nice
a beautiful baby blue
sky that's looking up at you
now watch it fade away
but it's okay
to come around
when nights like this are neverending
i tried so hard to make this perfect
you and i somehow
we can't see eye to eye together
we always knew that you worked better
i know
you want it all and you got me
sorry i
never was everything
you ever dreamed but kept at bay
for just in case that day
but it's okay
to come around
when nights like this are neverending
i tried so hard to make this perfect
you and i somehow
we can't see eye to eye together
we always knew that you worked better
i don't
want you
to love me anymore
with my
bags packed
and ready to go
nothing's ever hurt so much for me
than to let you go
than to let you go'
started with just 2 hours of sleep. no clue why.
i just bought another cd. i had to. they finally put it up on smartpunk.
no work tomorrow. what to do. ohh the possibilities.(sense the sarcasm?)
the day actually started with being ignored and avoided yesterday. not cool. i wish people could just say no, instead of playing it off to avoid hurting someone's feelings. when the latter hurts oh so much more.it's happened to me a million times before, why should i expect anything different?
and if i'm wrong about all this, then i appologize, but i still feel like i deserve to be pissed off. and i really don't want to listen to any more excuses as to what happened. but i know i would because i'm soft like that. i'm just fed up with all this. the way i see it now is that you want to be left alone and that all i am doing is bothering you, so you won't hear, or rather read, another word from me. i'll let you slip away.
i'm tired of being the one that's hanging on to something that isn't there, clinging to what never was and will never be. why can't someone else feel the way about me as i have about others? it never seems to work that way.
at times like these i always go right to the early november. and once again, i connect with the songs so much more when i am feeling the feeling in the song and i just get it, and know exactly what he was writing about.
'it's a faster growing green
that flows through
these leaves
i have
i try
i guess we'll be allright
way to try
i got a line for you from me
better nice
a beautiful baby blue
sky that's looking up at you
now watch it fade away
but it's okay
to come around
when nights like this are neverending
i tried so hard to make this perfect
you and i somehow
we can't see eye to eye together
we always knew that you worked better
i know
you want it all and you got me
sorry i
never was everything
you ever dreamed but kept at bay
for just in case that day
but it's okay
to come around
when nights like this are neverending
i tried so hard to make this perfect
you and i somehow
we can't see eye to eye together
we always knew that you worked better
i don't
want you
to love me anymore
with my
bags packed
and ready to go
nothing's ever hurt so much for me
than to let you go
than to let you go'