Jan 16, 2006 12:30
sooooo.
my dad is drinking once more, bc he goes on meds for only part of the year, he doesnt drink, but hes back on the booze, and it may deter my own drinkin paterns.
I watch the L word last nite, bek came over, and everything was so nice and sweet, we even had pizza baked in the oven. very lovely
Then my dad, uncomfortable with the L word, starts goin off how it was unfair to not let my mom watch her movie, but i have told them that sundays at 10 is the L word. and they bring up that they dont care if im as gay as christmas, but they dont want me to limit myself and whatnot.
i handled the situation well, i did not hit or scream or go off in a violent rant like i do. i told them its okay to feel the way they feel, and if theyr uncomfortable with the L word they can do several things to ignore it, like go out for a drink/dinner/sleep/go somewhere and die... except i didnt mention that last one.
So then we leave, its freezing, bek goes home and i wait for greg to come to the bar on my block, my treat, i wanted to see him.
IN WALKS MY DAD DRUNK.
im in the middle of trying to cope with my sexuality, the last thing i need it a 60 year old man telling me that he loves me no matter what (well, thats not bad that nice actually) and that means i shouldn't limit myself. He also said i was being selfish.
but then this hot girl walked in who let me kiss her outside
Enough Said.