Jun 26, 2003 06:23
recap to come on blurty.
i'm sorry i have taken a turn.
and cannot change it.
beware of the next post's.
this morning is BEAUTIFUL.
i've never been awakeand alone in this house so early(dad's)
i can hear like 23590723578 ROOSTERS C-R-O-W-I-N-G!
the moon hangs like a beautiful reminder that I am being watched over.
i feel wonderful right now.
this is for EVERYONE.
If, by ANYCHANCE I have ever- ditched you, made you felt unwanted or unneeded, uneasy or have been ungrateful. If I have EVER hurt you in ANY way. I am truly sorry with all of my little bursting heart.
I don't mean to allienate people sometimes.
I just have strange ways.
and problems with myself.
the last two or so months have been altering to everyone.
in every possible way.
it's insane.
I just want EVERYONE to know...
that no matter what, if you're reading this.. I LOVE YOU.
AND if I can do anything at all to help, I will be there for you in a heartbeat.
I will travel with you through your experiences in spirit.
if you ever feel alone, think of this.
think of me.
CALL ME FOR FUCKSAKE.
me-671-0937
dad's house on monday and wedensday nights-947-3095
mom's house on other occasions-495-1926
DO NOT HESITATE IF IN NEED.
even if it's a tiny bit of reassurance..i'm here.
I am sorry if anything happens without me knowing.
my mind is a crazy inattentive thing.
i feel people should fill me in at times. so do it!
I hope you can feel as beautiful as I do this grand morning, atleast for a tiny fragment of a second.
go outside and look at the clouds, the night sky, the morning dew.
feel me through and through.
I love you guys.
love,
Dani