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So 3 days.....
but it really doesn't feel like it-even though all of the excitment, all the plans; that I "don't know" about :), and through all of the changes that are coming into play right now. It jsut feels like its going to end up another shitty day, another non remeberable day, where its really not important to the people around me. Looking back, its never been bad, but its never been great, I hope it changes this year. I hope I change this year. I hope 16 isn't going to be the age I look back and say, "I wish I changed then, cuase I am really fucked up now." I hope that it is the year where I can say, "ya, that was the time that shit really started to make some sense to me." But I guess for right now all I have is hope (until I get presants j/k) even if it is hope for something that I don't want and that I do.
I wish that I knew what I know now
When I was younger.
I wish that I knew what I know now
When I was stronger.
<3
but it really doesn't feel like it-even though all of the excitment, all the plans; that I "don't know" about :), and through all of the changes that are coming into play right now. It jsut feels like its going to end up another shitty day, another non remeberable day, where its really not important to the people around me. Looking back, its never been bad, but its never been great, I hope it changes this year. I hope I change this year. I hope 16 isn't going to be the age I look back and say, "I wish I changed then, cuase I am really fucked up now." I hope that it is the year where I can say, "ya, that was the time that shit really started to make some sense to me." But I guess for right now all I have is hope (until I get presants j/k) even if it is hope for something that I don't want and that I do.
I wish that I knew what I know now
When I was younger.
I wish that I knew what I know now
When I was stronger.
<3