Jul 04, 2005 11:16
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this is the only place that i actually put down my problems or what not. idk. i actually want to tell the person, but im afraid ill emparess myself, ive said it so many times, im sure he already knows. i cant help it. when im with another person, it makes me realize things and idk. its pretty sad, i have cried myself to sleep numerous times. i guess everything happens for a reason, and from what i said earlier (this is highschool, and if one person doesnt like u then u move on) considering that statement im a hypocrite. idk why i make such big deals about this. i really just dont know. i dont understand why i just cant move on.
this is a dumb post i guess but maybe he might just read it