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talk about being frustrated! life is just..way too hard for my age. and i dont understand why I have to be put through that much shit this young...but its not even like I'm the only one. Its so rare..that I meet someone..who hasn't at least one shitty thing happen to them. BUt then again....its not all as intense as me..or a few of my friends. Ina way..m jealous of the happy people.....and i can fake it all I want..but we ALL know whats going on inside that messed up head of mine right? And daamnn...im getting good at faking it. I have a few good things around here though...and they know how much I love them and need them.
im listening to one of my favorit bands right now..and i really should get this CD..only $10....so its a deal. Theyre pretty good...acoustic...just great lol. today i have practice again..and im effing excited for that...i love practice...:) :) and i get a new golf bag too! its so cool...ok i think im all done right now. im sick of typing and i need to take allergy meds before i leave...