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I just had a nice lone sigh. I feel bad for keeping Jes up so late. We couldn't sleep. I still feel bad. Today pretty much sucked. I woke up at 9 to wait for Em to call me...she didn't. So I went back to bed. Danee called at 10.30 to ask something about the parking permits but..I was still asleep so I don't really know what she said. I woke up at 1.15.pm. Sweet. I have a 2 o'clock doctor appt. But wait..I have to get my sticker first. Where's my mom? Exactly. So..At the doctor..I waited thirty mins to go in the room..to wait for thirty minutes. To tell the doctor I was going to Rutger's in New Jersey and for him to test my reflexes. Yea. FIVE MINUTE EXAM. And I was there an hour. Fucking stupid ass doctor.
That was the good part of the day. Then I developed the worst attitude on the face of the planet and was in the worst mood of ..the past 4 months all withing an hour. So. Cool. I went online and watched the new Green Day video. It took me an hour because I kept getting scared I was going to cry. I was OK though. THEN...I saw the photos from a magazine...from My Chemical Romance's new video. I'm probably going to kill myself if I watch this video. Not to ruin anything...so if you don't want to know..scrool to the next paragraph. Mikey Way DIES\\\\
Yea. I'm going to be OK with that. HAHAHAHA. NO. I'm not. Not after the experiences in my life. I hate this. It's about the war in Iraq (similar to this Green Day thing..but not really. Don't worry..Billie Joe and Gerard talked actually on the tour..Gerard showed Billie the treatment for theirs..and the Billie showed Gerard their video.) Anyways. I'll probably upload that picture in a second. All I know..my reaction will be insane. I'm really nervous. I'm dumb, but what can you do. I just don't know.
I miss Jesica. I'm kinda hungry. But kind of not.
P.s. jus typed in the song I was listening to..COMPLETE CHANCE. Wow. That's irony at it's best.
That was the good part of the day. Then I developed the worst attitude on the face of the planet and was in the worst mood of ..the past 4 months all withing an hour. So. Cool. I went online and watched the new Green Day video. It took me an hour because I kept getting scared I was going to cry. I was OK though. THEN...I saw the photos from a magazine...from My Chemical Romance's new video. I'm probably going to kill myself if I watch this video. Not to ruin anything...so if you don't want to know..scrool to the next paragraph. Mikey Way DIES\\\\
Yea. I'm going to be OK with that. HAHAHAHA. NO. I'm not. Not after the experiences in my life. I hate this. It's about the war in Iraq (similar to this Green Day thing..but not really. Don't worry..Billie Joe and Gerard talked actually on the tour..Gerard showed Billie the treatment for theirs..and the Billie showed Gerard their video.) Anyways. I'll probably upload that picture in a second. All I know..my reaction will be insane. I'm really nervous. I'm dumb, but what can you do. I just don't know.
I miss Jesica. I'm kinda hungry. But kind of not.
P.s. jus typed in the song I was listening to..COMPLETE CHANCE. Wow. That's irony at it's best.