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my mind is screaming. you don't listen. i'd repeat what i said in the first place but i'm sure it would bounce right off and you'd defend yourself once again. no, i don't think you should have given me more time, i wish you had given me LESS time. you should have told me about it when you were first thinking about it and broke it off then. you should not have put that stupid quote in your profile before you talked to me about it. that was just malicious. you shouldn't have put that in your profile anyway. you knew it would hurt me. you're so stuck in your negativity that you let it run your life. you think the worst is going to happen and you manifest it. of course the worst is going to happen if you don't care.
i never said i didn't have feelings for you, i said that i didn't love you. there's a big difference. i didn't love you because i never felt secure in the relationship with you. you still had feelings for other girls and i didn't want to take the risk of getting my heart trampled on. i was sure if i felt secure i would have loved you.
it's been a learning experience i guess. there are a lot of don'ts. don't get back together with someone who thought they were just hooking up with you. don't date someone who can't talk to you and blames it on you. if it's all about the future shit, you're probably better off talking about it before anything happens. don't date people when you're entirely fucked up in the head, you'll just hurt them and yourself.
getting angry solves more problems than ignoring everything. plus, didn't you tell me i should let my emotions out more?
i never said i didn't have feelings for you, i said that i didn't love you. there's a big difference. i didn't love you because i never felt secure in the relationship with you. you still had feelings for other girls and i didn't want to take the risk of getting my heart trampled on. i was sure if i felt secure i would have loved you.
it's been a learning experience i guess. there are a lot of don'ts. don't get back together with someone who thought they were just hooking up with you. don't date someone who can't talk to you and blames it on you. if it's all about the future shit, you're probably better off talking about it before anything happens. don't date people when you're entirely fucked up in the head, you'll just hurt them and yourself.
getting angry solves more problems than ignoring everything. plus, didn't you tell me i should let my emotions out more?