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I want to friends only my journal because of like one person, but then there are other people who read it that I don't mind. I'm sure you know who you are.
Some words of advice, STOP STALKING ME. I think this is a main contribution to why I feel shitty right now. Just take me off your goddamn buddy list, out of your phone book, out of your head and forget about me. Stop talking about me. No, I'm not going to change my mind.
Also, I wish people would stop with the guilt trips. "If you don't do this I'm going to be really sad." "You know it's for your own good." You know, I think I can figure out what's for my own good myself. I also think it's about fucking time I started standing up for myself and telling you to shut the fuck up. YES, that's for my OWN GOOD. If you really were my friend, you would know better than to do that. Maybe you do care about me, but you're caring in the wrong way. No one wants to be guilted into something, and I have the tendency to do exactly the opposite of what people tell me when they put this bullshit on me, so you're not helping in the slightest.
Ok, I feel a little better now.
Anyway, I moved onto campus last Sunday. I feel about 50 times better here than I did at "home". No one's bitching at me all day long, no one's asking me to drive them around. No one's nagging me. I've actually been doing my homework. I might not have finished it, but hey, I'm DOING it. I also like being able to have people here and not really having to worry about it.
I'm gunna go get some shit done. Like get dressed and do more homework so I can finish it. Get my meal plan fixed so I can actually eat. Oh, and go to work :-/
Some words of advice, STOP STALKING ME. I think this is a main contribution to why I feel shitty right now. Just take me off your goddamn buddy list, out of your phone book, out of your head and forget about me. Stop talking about me. No, I'm not going to change my mind.
Also, I wish people would stop with the guilt trips. "If you don't do this I'm going to be really sad." "You know it's for your own good." You know, I think I can figure out what's for my own good myself. I also think it's about fucking time I started standing up for myself and telling you to shut the fuck up. YES, that's for my OWN GOOD. If you really were my friend, you would know better than to do that. Maybe you do care about me, but you're caring in the wrong way. No one wants to be guilted into something, and I have the tendency to do exactly the opposite of what people tell me when they put this bullshit on me, so you're not helping in the slightest.
Ok, I feel a little better now.
Anyway, I moved onto campus last Sunday. I feel about 50 times better here than I did at "home". No one's bitching at me all day long, no one's asking me to drive them around. No one's nagging me. I've actually been doing my homework. I might not have finished it, but hey, I'm DOING it. I also like being able to have people here and not really having to worry about it.
I'm gunna go get some shit done. Like get dressed and do more homework so I can finish it. Get my meal plan fixed so I can actually eat. Oh, and go to work :-/