Sep 26, 2008 11:15
Morier is in bed ill. Poot is poorly and so is Eldest. This has been the story since they all went back to school. With me and Morier it's more a case of both us being run down and tired with everything that's been going on here. I think I need a break!All in all I think I've managed to get maybe 2 days for myself in the past 3 weeks and, though I adore all of my family, I need to have my own space at times. Today is busy again but I can't do a lot of the things I wanted to as I need to be quiet while the others sleep and rest. So far I've put on 2 loads of washing, washed up in 2 houses, taken Pink Princess and Boy to school, puppy sat 3 beautiful dogs, moved 300 litres of compost and sorted more washing than a Chinese laundry!
I am now sitting here catching up e-mails before sorting bills, making phone calls and writing a list of everything I want to achieve at the week end. I wish I had known it was Collectormania though as I've wanted to go for the past 3 years. Meh. I guess I'll just have to finish digging the borders in the garden and clean my freezer out. It will give me time to think and maybe figure out why I feel so disassociated from everything right now. Friendships are drifting, my weight is trying to creep back on, I feel totally out of control. Time to kick it in to touch and get it back on track. I think it's probably because I know I am walking a different path than I was when I met most of them and we're loosing common ground. I don't know *shrugs*
Anyway, back to the grind for me. I know I'm slack posting of late but I have a different blog I've been posting to. Livejournal just doesn't seem to be right for the things I wanted to say. It's more abotu how I live and what I do rather than whiney or fast updates. Need to stop typing now. I only have 3 hours before I need to back at Whiteroses house to let her Techie in:)