all the happiness in the world can't get you money...

[imnotfreakinemo]

i knew this flight would crash sooner or later... i just didn't know it would be that order, sooner rather than later... i move back on the 22 a week earlier than expected... and we all know what that means, depression here i come! no no i'm trying to look at this more positively but hey lets face it, last time i moved up there changed my life and not exactly for the better... granted i guess i have nothing to lose this time right??? it'll be good to see the band and finally start writing again, i have a lot more to say than intended... who knows maybe this will be the new start ive so desperately been searching and striving for... i'm sick of staring in the mirror for what seems to be eternity, seeking what lies beneath my skin... every time the same thing...nothing...

god i'm bored with life right now...

-the end-