I dont wanna call this depression
Yeah.. i fucked up my truck. I dont understand why nothing can ever work out for me. It seems no matter how hard i try to do something right or be nice to people i always end up letting myself or someone else down. I dont know why ive been so moody lately. I have to work fucking 60 hours a week, that probably has something to with it. I got paid on friday and immediately lost it ALL! I seriously have like 50 bucks left and thats it. Now that my truck is broken im not gonna be able to go hang out with any of my friends for a while and even if it gets fixed quickley my parents arent gonna trust me anymore. My bands first show got canclelled or moved or something, I think we have one on the 30th i guess thats a good thing because we need to get our songs down a little better. I just wanna have fun again i dont even remember the last time i honestly had a great time with the people i wanna hang around with. I actually miss school, i work so much its actually illegal. All this coulpled with the fact that i havent kissed a girl in 6 months and counting pretty much sucks. I guess ill stop complaining and go to bed now. tata!