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i feel so out of control. i'm so miserable right now. i feel like people are consistently stepping on my boundaries, and even worse; i let them. i put up with it, i accept it. and i hate myself for that.
i want to be with him, and it frustrates me that i cant. it makes so much sense in my head. its like 2+2=5.
i need to get out of here. im sick of it. i need air. i need to find myself. i need to stop thinking about peter, and to spend more time thinking about me.
i just want to cry. fuck. i have to be up in 6 hours, and im not in the mindset for sleep.
fuck.
i want to be with him, and it frustrates me that i cant. it makes so much sense in my head. its like 2+2=5.
i need to get out of here. im sick of it. i need air. i need to find myself. i need to stop thinking about peter, and to spend more time thinking about me.
i just want to cry. fuck. i have to be up in 6 hours, and im not in the mindset for sleep.
fuck.