4th Fight [Video || Action]

[imnotbluffing]

[Ryan is sitting outside on a bench. He's got a cup of coffee in his hands and his elbows are on his knees. His expression is fairly thoughtful]I tend to adapt alright to most situations. It was part of growing up the way I did. Between my Mom, Trey, her boyfriends, the neighborhood and alcohol I was never sure what sort of situation I was going to

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[haspredilection]

Ryan, did you hit your head or just decide to go Felicity on the Network? I did that when I first got here until I wised up and realized the entirety of the City could here. Point being...you're okay?

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[imnotbluffing]

Cursed. I'm fine. I just can't shut up. Anything and everything on my mind gets said. Even if I don't want to say it. It's frustrating.

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[haspredilection]

Everything? Like, an honesty thing?

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[imnotbluffing]

I don't think it's honesty. I'm pretty sure I could lie if I want to but I don't have any internal narrative. I say everything I'm thinking.

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[haspredilection]

What are you thinking right this second? And were you a fan of the outfit I wore today? And would you be opposed to what some would call a nooner on my lunch break? Hm?

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[imnotbluffing]

I'm thinking I'm being cornered right now and expectations are really high for me to say the right thing. Yes, I liked the outfit you wore today and...I don't know if we--we've never really talked about things and what we are or aren't or what we should be. That wasn't the point of the kiss New Years Eve. It was just that...I didn't want to start the new year out without you.

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[haspredilection]

Expectations are neither high nor great. I'm just curious. And only you can turn into a question about sex into ... that. I just assumed - I don't know - that we might've been back together. Do you think we should have that conversation? I can't lie, Ryan. I'd love to hash things out now but I don't think it would be fair to you. When you're not cursed we should discuss things. I'm sorry you felt cornered. I also liked the jeans you wore today. It defined your ass.

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[imnotbluffing]

I think if we're going to try a relationship here we need to have that conversation regardless of the reservations I've got about it. I like letting you come to your own decisions and ideas on something without my input. The only reason I feel cornered is because I know I'm going to say whatever is on my mind without as much thought as I usually put into things.

[This would be a slight grin] Thanks. I'll remember that.