New Beginings

[imnotafraidofit]

Okay so I have been able to go a day....I'm freaking out!!! I want it so bad...but I will die so young, what a waist of a life. Okay seriously starting tomorrow it's all gonna be just like it was. The happy sober person I used to be around Krystin. The good person. Although I did lie today....but I couldnt tell the truth who knows what would have happened! I'm not one to wait and find out, so it was for the best. I'll tell him the truth when the time is right. "Look to tomorrow not today" <<<--- Thanx Matt that really helped me out a lot! :D Wish me luck all!
.:Aliza:.