Idk.
Last night my fone started vibrating. Scared the shit out of me =p. It was Shaun. Mann it was like at 10:50PM. I told him i was going to the movies today and he shud go. He said that he wud call me wen he gets up and tell if he cud =D. HOORAYYY! So i might get to see him after all. Today i got woken up but not by Joey. My mom thought i was gonna be all crabby. Nope i'm not O=]. I'm excited!! So then i hung out w/ Joey b4 he went to scewl then went on the computer. Damn thing wudnt start so i was like sitting there for a 3732 hours. Then i'm gonna get dressed and do my hair and makeup because i wanna be ready wen Telisha calls me [=
Now it is 2:31PM and Shaun called me saying he can't go. And to think i was actually looking forward to seeing him. He said his video games were more important to him then me. I can't take this. He's hurting me. Then i hurt myself.
I can't take all your fucking lies
You don't say it but i knoe you wish i wud juss die
Let me make every one happy and kill myself
I knoe you'll start to miss me when you look at my picture on your shelf
Listen now, things went wrong
Sometimes we can't go back
I've had this pain for so long
Everything you've been saying is jack
I knoe you don't miss me
I knoe you've got sum other girl
You even said your video games were more important to you then me
You've showed me what it's like out in this real world
You hurt me so many times
You just don't seem to care
You keep going on with your lies
I'm having trouble breathing air
I want it to work out
Just me and you
We wont ever be able to walk on that same ground
You think everything is cool
But it's not, i'm not okay
I've been waiting for your call all day
At night i hide in my room
From everything i once knew
You used to be the one i relied on
Now your the one i cry from
I want everything to be the same again
I knoe it wont be
Maybe some day you cud call me your best friend again
And maybe you will remember me