love lol

[imnot_gonna_lie]

if everyone defines love diffrernt
then what if u feel a certin way about someone that under your deffinition is not love but under theirs it is. Like if u care for this person so much it hurts and you love them so much that everytime u think aobut them your ears turn red, and ur cheeks heat up. And no matter what mood your in they make you feel amazing..i think thats love.
I mean
ears dont just get that red for nothing

I mena serisouly i thought i was allergic to the foods i was eating..but it turn out im in love..tahts so silly

Anyway
I guess it was good to get it all out there with him
i suppose him telling me and me telling him was good
but now i sort of hate him..for leaving me wondering for so long and turning out that all my doubt and self loathing and questioning was for nothing. I mean i guess i resent it. But then i love him.
The most annyoing part is that when that song he claims desribes it perfectly TOTALY DISCRIBES IT PERFECTLY it makes all sound so cliche...the worst part is times liek these u usually u know like take a day adn spend it with ur best firend and do silly things and eating andfeeling better..but he is my best firend..any my other best firends dont eat
lol
hm
this is a very silly entry